ThE StorY

2010-01-13T19:14:00.000-08:00

Day 1

After we reach the hotel we went to some wuluwulu place for dinner...

After hving our dinner we meet up at the lobby and some of the stuff bring us to the tournament location... Everyone just help out that night... Seriously when they say help out they dont really care if u're konami manager or wat shit everyone really just help out and everyone were so happy that night LOL... .

Day 2...
The stage

Even world number 2 ($) and world champ also gv their hand to help out...

Day 2

When we reach the shopping the Q were lik so long alrd... ppl were Q-ing up and ready to register unlike singapore players lik to be late...

The Number of Tables and chair they hv!!

The past Asia champion name...

My VIP pass lol

The players were Q-ing up waiting for their turn to play...

Me and ChaCha~

The no. of deck $ hv lol

B4 they enter top 8 for Taiwan they need to play with all the champion in aisa....

The number of ppl joining this event were nearly a 1000!

2010-01-13T17:59:00.000-08:00

The Q were so long tat a player hv to wait around 15mins or 20mins just to wait for their turn to duel...

Cha Cha

Media of taiwan came down too

Jimmy!! everyone were so suprise to see him there lol.... Even the world no.2 noe him also... Bt the dam suay. He went in top 8 and happen to notice that he lost his BF deck~

Their Ygo training session....

Ppl playing Bs over there too....

Taiwan still playing speed car woo... Miss those times when we still hving it lols...

Taiwan Vs Hong Kong...

Malaysia vs Yong Xiang

This match ended around 5mins korea is dam imba in luck...

Prize of the day...

Wat happen to Hong Kong field?? How come got promo?? Taiwan Judge team forget to do a deck check b4 the tournament start so end up all both head judge (me and taiwan) hv a small meeting hw to slove tis well end up Hong kong was given a 1 lost...

Korea VS Yong Xiang

Malaysia VS Taiwan

Korea Rep

Friendly match btw Asia champ VS World Championship 2nd ($)

Asia 2nd vs World No. 1
Imba field of round 2 friendly match

Taiwan top 8 did u saw jimmy??

Taiwan top 4

Asia top 4

All the top player and Judge of the day...

Me and Taiwan Judge team

The korea Rep is dam Shui lol

A party after the tournament... Everyone were invited even the Taiwan Judge team were there also.....

Korea Rep translater

Wylie (Konami marketing manager) me and ben... Seriously hv to thx her for giving me so much support to keep on going to be the head judge and letting me having this chance to go taiwan learn so many thing which can be improve in local tournament...

Emily and 1 of the judge... Emily see u in hk LOL!!

2010-01-12T21:13:00.000-08:00

Day 3

Day 3 was complete a day for shopping and going to different card shop... First we meet up and headed to a card shop at another town.....

Their normal card shop size is much more bigger then ours...

First Asia tournament trohpy...

Nxt Simen ding...

Sam and Ben were looking at their cap cos it cheaper over there den Singapore...

At first we were at Mars shop near Simen ding den Ben wanted to sell away his World Champ Prize card so the shop keeper of 1 of the Mars shop called their boss Mr Zhang down to talk abt the price with us. Mr Zhang, me and ben went to Mos to nego abt the price lols... I didnt know he will really buy the card as the price we code is dam high... Then he bring us to his main shop which is a near by MRT station. Me and ben went to his office and i can tel u wat ever card u want Mr zhang will have it as he show us his collection of cards... Ben wanted to snap a photo of them bt Mr zhang say cannt LOL... After taking the money and settle with buying cards...

Mr zhang treat us for dinner lol... We earn another free meal LOL

Mars Main shop

Mr Zhang also very kind to intro us hw to play 1 of their hot game in taiwan "eye of judgement"

This is where we hv our dinner with 2 very chio gal HAHAHAHA....

Nxt we go down to Taiwan Head Judge Shop around shi ling area.... their shop nth much bt their trophy is lol....

Nxt we went to Shi ling night market... I think this is the only place where we really do our shopping... Lol in totally we spent 1.5k SD just on clothes...

Day 4

While we having our supper somewhere around our hotel... Jimmy called us and ask us go his hse to play... So we went back to hotel grap our stuff and head to Jimmy hse lol...

This is wat we saw while waiting for Jimmy to fetch us...

Jimmy hse

I didnt really play deck with them so i went to sleep lol...

Nxt morning we went back to hotel cos jimmy need to attend his sch. After i had a shower i went shopping alone at some of the shopping center near by...

Xiao Ju Dan

Their Sogo shopping mall

Their MRT

After Jimmy lesson he came down to hotel and meet us for lunch seriously without him we wont get a chance to eat such cheap and nice makan place....

Our good fren Jimmy!!

Bye Bye Taiwan!

2009-12-23T09:32:00.000-08:00

After a long day of my wrk thought can have some time to chill down and rest but ended up im so pissed off with 3 fucker... Eh cant u all use your brain to think for once? Seriously i can give in a lot of things but this time round u all really step into the limit and i have no choose bt to really give u all 3 a wake up call!

-Bing Jun dont u have brain to think?? Seriously i didnt want scold u but u fucking force me to, i always tell u to use brain think b4 doing anything have u ever use ur rusty brain??

- Joel among the 3 u're the person eldest and who i believe is the most mature but dont u know what happen btw me and yuling case?? Stupid to be such a kpo right? Im very Disappointed.. U said u wont do anything but just to see, still rmb ys tag board case? U sure things wont happen again. (sry ys to recall the unhappy stuff bt seriously i want to let them know hw serious it is)
THINK AGAIN...

- FUCKING bradley ccb if i nv settle tis with u im nt call bryan! Recall hw i treat u last time? U dont like it right? Ask urself did I tried my best to accpt your nonsense and stun lately and treat u more like a friend then last time? But see what have you done to spoil it! U really force me to a point which i really need to scold u by using those hurting words..
Are u born to pissed ppl off?

Seriously i bet none of u know the reason y im so pissed! Do you know same thing happen 5 yrs ago and i lost a gal which i love the most and i have to bear with all the blames and stuff! Finally i have walk out of the shadow which i happen to found a gal which i love and to be together with.
I dont see y others isnt that kpo at all even ah long who know me so long he didnt even ask much abt her.. Y only u 3? I got gf no gf is NONE OF UR BUSINESS!

Cant i have my own privacy?

2009-12-20T04:53:00.000-08:00

So tired so sick bt still need to wrk~ So sian for this week i hv to do almost everyday even on x'mas, new year eve and even on new year i hv to wrk~~ WTF!! I guess the only time i can rest and look forward to is to taiwan asia tournament LOL... Friday seriously im so worn out and im so sick that i need to go see a doctor to take Mc.. That night i watch "Storm warrior 2" not bad wat maybe too cartoon liao la to move bt still ok la nt as bad as i thought of lol...

Ysd was the bs training session i was alone teaching 16 kids lol so fun la and i sold 15 starter deck heyhey not bad result for the first time, felt happy that i can manage to handle so many kids at 1 shot and also same time promoting bs LOL

As for today im dam imba i won 2 races. First was the open cup race againing many pro racer.
i didnt know i was third till they called up my name and my car number. My car manage to finish the 3 lap within 20.41 sec . Nxt Uncle Allan and Uncle Yeo asked me join them to Hg Plaza for another race so i went with them but this time round wasnt that good i only manage to get 8th position... Happy that i manage to get 2 position within a day LOL....

Some random photo in race more will be post once they send me LOL

As usual my messy carrier~~ Hvn got time to pack them LOL

Prize giving

Hw i wish both of us will have more time to chat lik hw we were on thusday night.... Goodnight gal see u on tuesday =p Love u =)

Well for nw i need to rest tml need to wrk =`(

2009-12-14T05:53:00.000-08:00

Yea officially wrk for a week le seriously compare the life in camp and outside i tend to miss those days in camp where we got so many fren to chat with also share our jokes and times together tho we might nt hv so much freedom lik now bt seriously life outside nw are tought and we hv to slowly change back a normal human... the day which we ORD seriously till now i still miss my buddys (Amos, nigel, Alan, Kok, Vince, Jeng yi, Shen hao, Calvin and many more....) Haiz hw i wish we still can fight together lik we use to be frm training wing till main body~

Sian tml still need to wrk and worst still im sick~ tons and tons of stuff to do tml~
Tml she hving OFF wa~ even sian bt wed wrking with her again lol... Sat manage to get her number and also msn heng ar she didnt say anything bt wats the nxt step??

Scare of being hurt hope this will be last 1....

2009-12-07T08:03:00.000-08:00

Watch 2 movies for the past weeks.... First was "Hua Mu Lan" watch it alone while waiting for my parent and sis for dinner at suntec. The Movie basically everyone 1 know abt Mulan went army for his very sick father that part no change but the ending~ go watch urself if u want to know more lol.... Nxt was "New Moon" watch mid-night show with Joel and Gou jun after our dinner~ Dam full and we have to sit down there like 2hrs watching a wolf and a vamp fight for a gal? Didnt expected there is not much fighting action going on~ ALMOST FALL A SLEEP....

Ysd was my first day of work and seriously first few hrs i was like going to fall asleep cos i have no idea wat the ppl over there are doing and their wrk load is dam stress as there is always things to do really non-stop... But the job over there are ez to handle some more pay is dam high and something which motivated me is really i saw chio bu over there hahaha woo~~
She really is my motivation to go there work man LOL.... Sian the nxt time i get to see her is coming sat and sun =( Her looks, her smile, the way she talk ysd was woo! Heng sat and sun i wrking and this is the first time i dont mind wrking on a weekend without playing card meeting my MoV people ... Hope to know her more by this coming sat lol....

My 2years goal can cut short le lol... 3 more c to go..

People always say time can wash away all the bad memory and pain and i guess 02 is already been washed away...

2009-12-01T07:25:00.000-08:00

MoV Tag Team Tournament 2009

MoV Tag Team Tournament is a yearly event where all MoV people get around together to celebrate the end of a year and also to relax and have fun... (lazy to type out another entry for this so i just copy paste frm MoV blog instead lols)

Match of the day Akasuki Vs B.A.D

Champion of This year MoV Tag Team Tournament 2009 (B.A.D)

B.A.D Leader Bj Friendly Hand Shake with Akasuki Leader Seb (Last year Champion team)

MoV MVP Awards

Alex Goh (This year MVP) Hand Shake with Ron (Last year MVP)

Party time!!

Let's DUEL!

Team LBS

Team BKE (3rd)

Team Akasuki

Team B.A.D (Champion)

Team RDS

Team JFF (2nd)

Team Neo- JKL

BF User

Dragon User

2009-11-24T17:21:00.000-08:00

For the past few week haven gotten enough rest~ I bet after Battle Spirits Championship i'll be more relieve and also can prepare myself to start wrking with my new job (^_^)v

The day b4 AFA i had a meeting with the management abt wat are the do's and dont's. And Uncle Jimmy introduce me to some of the key person in Bandai glad to know them and also will work closely with them to improve the whole promoting and stuff... After that meet up Bj, lohti, Des, son, shi hao and alex for 2012. I was thinking we paid just to see hw we gng to die if it really happen on 2012 and the movie itself ok la nt bad nth special end up human still didnt die... Then after that walk around town area boom go home sleep~~

AFA was fun really... We get to see a lots of cosplayer, see lots of gundam which is just beside our station, can see power ranger and marks rider, also get to see and know chio bu =x and we go in for FREE LOL.... I'll nv forget wat stune i did on sat XD

Battle Spirits card

Some unknow gal, me and Michelle =)

Kamen rider

This $480 toy almost at my home after ah long scold me siao to buy it maybe shd get it in taiwan more cheaper lol....

Jeremy also went there to cosplay lols

Luck this is already a yearly event hahahaha nxt year got such things hope we will still be part of it lol....

2009-11-16T04:07:00.000-08:00

Wooow have update for 2 weeks hahahaha was bz with Asia tournament well FINALLY IT OVER! And now can have some spare time to relieve myself and start update wat happen for the pass weeks~ Well i nt gng to comment much abut wat happen on other ppl blog or forum, like i said b4 im nt those who hide behind the screen and bad mouth ppl type of person thats for cowards not happy come find me and we'll discuss abt hw we going to improve on future tournament (if u're willing to help)

Lets talk more abt my team member which i done well in this tournament.... Personally i find everyone done well for this tournament if happen there is 5 round swiss, we can reach higher goals... Hmmm ppl lik Shi hao really improve a lot even he is stupid to do some small stuns + buying vayu at $90 =x i think he hv overcome his serious shaky hand problem lols....

Nxt my PA lester, always bully him ask him help me buy lunch hahahaha bt this time round can really see he has done his best due to his first match... A normal person will nt react in such way so ya k la to encourage and cheer u ur boss her treat u for movie k 2012 =p (if u nt free ur business i set the day and time)

Joel hmmm as usual he maintain his standard just tat he is too nervious so cant blame BUT too bad u're nt frm my sq so no free movie for u lols...

k la nth much to update abt le let see photos~~ there's too much photo im just randomly picking a few

Number of ppl who join tournament make us wa~~ die liao

Door Gift

MoV Roar~~ But most funny part was we're lock inside and i hv to bang the door for us to get out hahahahaha

Hving our lunch break...

Long is too tired~~ and Lohti plz pull ur ur pants nxt time lols...

Semi final

Joel y so serious??

Uncle Jimmy, Yong Xiang, Alex, forget his name le sry, Leon, Me and Luis san

A team photo to mark an end to the tournament~

Jia yin was there to help out and she cut her hair short again lols didnt notice till she asked =x

Just some random thoughts i was thinking of stop playing card game for some time... Too tired of doing all the stuff le somemore nxt month onwards im wrking and donno will hv so much spare time for games... Maybe i shd think abt it since i still hv AFA and nxt week MoV Tag team and Bs national to come... see hw ba lols... It time for me to start a new journey~ and reaching for different goals

2009-11-01T07:00:00.000-08:00

Another week have past just like that... Finally 3 more working days before i ORD nxt week go back camp till thusday book out Woo~ ORD loh lol but im still dam bz unlike alan, amos, vincent and nigel can go thailand together!! I want join u guys too~~ bt sadly due to my ton of wrk still not done yet + my understudy donno anything i cant go =(

Hope this week will pass as fast as last week bec i hv COS duty and also dental ffi tats y time passes so fast.. After my duty on friday i empty my locker and bring back all my barang barang home but haven unpack them yet cos donno where to put lol... Back at hm mocha was waiting for me to play with him and he got a new brother call charming. Was playing with my 2 dog for the whole night and they seems happy to see me back at hm lol... (cos i gv them extra food =x )

Charming and mocha!

Charming

Halloween hw we celebrate it?? Same thing go down to JJ test deck and train for Asia tournament lol i think tis is getting more and more no life la really but bo pain ley~ 2 more weeks to Asia haven join big tournament for sometime donno my skill rusty ma lol...

Just nw headed to JJ again to test deck cos ysd my deck reallly Cannot make it~~ After today testing well shd be no problem le ba hahahaha...

This week witness a ending of a potiental r.s lately felt sad for the couple as both of them hv alrd come so far and being tgt for such a long time bt due to lately quarrel after quarrel and notice they cant really get along well tgt so after compromise they choosen to give up tis long run r.s. And 1 of side alrd found a new chapter in r.s. Well in a r/s there is no who is right and who is wrong, wat's the most important part of a r/s is both can be understanding, appricate, give in most importantly treasure every moment while still tgt. Seen too many r/s given up because both side dont know how to appricate and give in.

As for myself after seeing them broke up it's like a wake up call for me as now a days finding a good gf isnt enough and ez anymore. Well maybe i will make sure i work dam hard for my career first and buy myself a EVO 9 then same time let fate slowly do his job since im not in a rush of finding gf now. Even sometime 02 will appear in mymind bt seeing her and her bf being so happy tgt i felt happy for them too really. Hahaha loving someone is not to have them but really is to see them happy everyday enjoy life i finally get what this really mean.

2009-10-25T18:37:00.001-07:00

I was dam suay on tuesday start of the week my W950i was spoilt and im in camp~~ Feel so board that week cos no hp to use and no song to listen. My W950i hv done his duty to entertain me for this 2 yrs in army bt the problem is my hp spoil on the wrong timing 6 more days nia~~

Friday after my COS duty we took a cab down to T3 to see our guys fly off to wallaby lols... Wow i guess tat day everyone eyes almost pop out cos hendry gf is really dam HOT, cant imagine hw he manage to find such a HOT gf lols...
After tat we had our lunch at popeye~ den i went hm by cab cos im toooooooooo TIRED
Reach hm mum pass me a E71 cos she know abt my hp was gving me problem wow new hp to use lols....

Sat as usual tournament tournament and tournament.... Play MT same thing go around and round...

Sunday even worst no tournament bt training training training lols... den play MT MT and still MT lols... BJ and bird skill getting better cornering and stuff they know hw to control the car le lols bt still U WILL NV OVER TAKE ME LOLS~~

Can see tat we're really on track now cos lately more and more players frm the east side start to join our tournament. And our blog hv been doing very well too wats up nxt?? I'll slowly improve on the prizes and stuff for weekly tournament. Den slowly i'll input my plan into it to make the market slowly grow just like battle spirits.

Asia is coming in 3 weeks time i hv full confident in my team tat this time round they'll do well, so i totally nv no worries on wat deck they're gng to use as they hv alrd prove to me tat they're ready to go! Guess tis time round i shd go play too since i hv all the cards which i need and i hv alrd empolyed some girls to juger the parrings as to make the tournament as fair as possible. If happen tat the girls cant make it to work den too bad~~ Everything will still done by MoV judge lols...

AFA still so long away sian glad tat bandai can wrk with MoV hope we'll hv more chance wrking with them =)

2009-10-10T18:19:00.000-07:00

Gotten another new understudy bt sad to say he wont be staying for long due to his medical status... SIAN!! Over the weekday nth much to do so join Harry, Chen ting and Sharu to teach the training wing some tactical stuff and TH...

Depa raya celebration was nxt we hv food, game and fun! Kalai really did a very good job being a MC as he make everyone high lols... I was bzing caming with joel goh lols.. after tat went nights out with Joel and Alan... Amos and nigel book out!!

Try find me lols...

My ORD seems so near bt yet so far~~ All my batch frens are clearing leave and off bt i cant hv to wait till Nov~~

When my will a stable understudy of my come??? Maybe i shd discuss this issue with my CSM tml!

Ysd after tournament everyone chiong down to arcarde again for Mix tune~ And some of them were at the catching soft toy machine there. And we find out there's a machine which can catch the soft toy dam ez so many of us gv it a try and we really caught a few back lols... After hving dinner at EP headed down to TM.

Hand itchy play Mix Tune using bird car vs with 3 ppl and win lols den gt 1 XXX hole he S class play with me. Lucky the com choose C1 out lols so ended up i pawn him lols... While on the way back we saw yl! she was lik so stun looking at me and i was lik huh?? First time we really hv eye contact with each others.. Well fated bt nvm since it the past alrd den lets nt bother... After tat we slack @ coffee bean...

Guess tats all for the week ba nth much to update abt lols...

found this cute video in youtube
it's abt Ultraman family wanting to buy a Honda car... Enjoy!

Shall nt let myself bothered after seeing u......

2009-10-04T09:42:00.000-07:00

Finally a short holiday for me lols... My holiday suppose to be 2 weeks bt due to some reason i nd to go back camp settle my stuff so i hv to go back on tuesday =(

Bt nvm im clearing my leave and off on nov all the way till i ORD lols!!

let update sth nw

Monday drove down to vivo city to meet Joel sng for lunch during his lunch break. Catch up with him for awhile den after tat he hv to go back wrk so i drove to town walk walk lols... Den headed to promo mall to see the shop. Nt as good as i expected cos the croward i want wasnt there at all! If open there = throw money to sea~~ After tat went to luma watch "The Ugly Truth" alone with lots of couple inside lol the show was nice gals which are single shd go watch the show... Den after tat drove ping guo for dinner at town area...

Tuesday eh let me think wat i do lols orh! went down JJ i guess lols

Wed finally another outting. went out with long, Bird, joel and white marcus... Headed to MS for buffet. After the buffet walk down to luma for arcard lols...

Thus was bored headed down to JJ same thing... Bt coy gt some problem keep asking me this and tat and tats y my off was being cancel!! and force to change dates

wake up dam early on friday den cos i nd to go back camp settle my stuff den amos they all told me there's a DnD gng on for our ORD! He told me everyone must go and also must bring a partner~~ Haiz y everytime want to bring partner de?? after tat i wrk till abt 2+ came back hm slack don even feel lik gng out~~ Luck bought the Ultraman 8 brother dvd hahahaha watch it and relax whole day in my room lols...

this sat was happening. Uncle jimmy came down ysd to present benjamin the world championship trophy den we also help lawrence celebrate his bday in JJ lols he kindof stun when there's a cake on the table lols... Everything was plan by his gf, ryan and daniel lols... After the whole event we headed to Tm for our moive "Cloudy with a chance of meat ball" den after tat we went down to ehub for another acarde session lols...

only 1 in the world!

More pic for display after ryan send me lols...

Well nth much happen today it's a normal day as usual go down JJ training.... Everyone is so lost cos no 1 know wat to play during the upcoming Asia tournament lols... And can see team stress lvl start to build up lately everyone start firing at each other. Haiz well at least things are better now. Sian sia nd to go back camp tml night =(

Mov is bz bz bz !! We hving Asia tournament on the 15 as organizer also as player den the nxt upcoming event is AFA we're proud to be part of the organizing team of tis yr AFA den nxt is Battle Spirits national championship cup still hvn plan bt it will also be around those days den finally MoV yearly event MoV Tag team tournament lols... Im glad tat MoV is starting to run on track hahahaha....

My future plan for MoV will be out soon as im still planing wat im gng to do to make MoV a more bigger clan also spare out frm sg to malaysia. Same time i also plan wat im gng to do after my ORD infact there's too many thing i can do after tat i just need to stay focus on wat i hv in mind for nw. Wat i nd is some time to wrk and learn more stuff lols... Well i think giving up was a good option after all lols....

2009-09-27T10:04:00.000-07:00

Lets update wat happen on the past 2 weeks..

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Went to town with ah long hahaha hvn been gng out with him lik that ever since we went in army. Well we walk and chat abt wat we can do to promote ygo, our clan and stuff also finding some deck idea thru out the whole trip... While walking to Taka guess who i saw??? I saw Bi Yan (my x for tots who donno) i was lik eh got chio bu infront den gtting closer and saw her and we said hi hahahaha!! I was telling ah long hw regret i was when we choose to broke up. After tat we headed to bugis and hanging around tat area to wait for val to finish wrk den hv dinner tgt...

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Battle Spirits Road Show

Our MoV BS team meet up early in the morning to hv breakfast tgt and den we took a train down to Redhill wait for Uncle Jimmy car to fetch us there. Bt he was late so i cant just let the poor kids waiting outside CoCo mag office outside right, so we chiong cab down there. Im suprise with the number of children which are intrested in bs. So Ye Siang, Joel, Sherman, Xiang jie, Daniel, Kai + myself were teaching the kids hw to play the game. Meet some very intresting kids esp the winner of the day tournament can u imagine he's just pri 3 and he own a sec sch student lols... After tat the team headed back to JJ with big and small bag as the manager of CoCo mag is kind enough to gv us some goodies bag to take back... As usual everyone start to train as tournament is coming again...

Im just gng to post a few photo those who want to see more photo can go to http://www.movsg.blogspot.com/ (our clan blog)

Parent bring down their kids for the training session.

Everyone seems so bz teaching the kids lols

The champion of the day lols..

Days in camp last week wasnt tat good. Reason kana scolded by OC FOR NO REASON?? I wasnt the 1 who write sth wrongly on my record bt someone did and he F me for no reason infront of so many ppl... Dam pissed tat day complain to CSM he ask me take 2 weeks off to chill myself down since i got so much off also, so i'll hv off for 2 weeks plz ask me out lols...

Mono 15 is finally here mean here come my new understudy!! Past few days not enough stuff so i went down to teach them how to strip weapon lols honestly speaking they're really a batch of friendly ppl and they're kin to learn new stuff so im willing to teach them. They even adress u with ur rank somemore lols..

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Nth much happen ysd only me and ye siang went down to paya leyba JJ teach a few kids battle spirits den we head to JJ Simei. As usual everyone start training and tournament, trying out new deck and new idea~ After that everyone went down to play Mix tune~~ waste money bt hv fun lols...

Time files its MoV 3rd Bday...

Frm a group den to a team after tat to a clan. Slowly i believe MoV will achieve greater goals in times to come. Since now we're the official clan and also official orgainzer for both Yugioh and Battle Spirits im happy enough. Wat i think we shd achieve now is to find more member also to train more Judge as our number of judges are really limited.

As a fair system to all players of both training card game i gng to hire outsider to do our parring. So friend if u want to wrk part time and provied u're a female plz contact me i need ppl in future to help me promote trading card game market (like road show and tournament). Dont worry u all will be paid and it a 1 day event (lunch and dinner provided)

Yes!! This may sound crazy but yes i gng to make tis happen. Since i gt nth to lose anyway y not gving it a try? I'll slowly imput more stuff in =)

I guess tats all for now i want go read SJC coverage lols...

2009-09-15T10:07:00.000-07:00

14-09-2004 - 14-09-2009

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1825 Days, 6o month, 456.25 weeks, 43800 Hrs

Those are the days when i fall for you, those are the days i trying my best to solve the misunderstanding, those are also the days life is the hardest time for me.

5years i cant imagine myself fall in love with a stranger for so long and ended up hurting myself so deep that i cant even stand up anymore and so worn out. I finally understand why and whats going on between us. Im just a stalker in your mind and i cant do anything to change it. A small mistake took you away from me and caused my biggest loss. I regret about what happen.

Glad that you have found someone who you love and love you back. I guess im out and im the loser. Fate didnt give me a chance and Destiny has finally asked me to give up. I really have to give up cos i really want to see you being happy and have the smile on your face. Please do take care lots and treasure whatever you have. May something up there bless you 2 loving each other till the end of time. I know i have told you thousand times but still "im really sorry, Yuling for the problem and impact that i have cause for 5yrs"

I told myself im not going to fall a single tears for you after my return to singapore bt please let me cry the last time for you and after i cry please let me forget you and the past we have so i wont feel hurt so deep anymore.

Destiny, fate "I give up on this love"

2009-09-12T20:48:00.000-07:00

Watch "I love you, Beth Cooper" with Vincent, Nigel and Amos during the last night out lols... The show is abt a home boy falling in love with a party gal. want noe more go watch it lols...

Took off on wed cos ah ma was send to hospital again. So was at JJ for the whole afternoon and after visiting her i headed down to Bugis kino to buy books for myself to read during my COS duty~~ While shopping alone went to Zt. She's wrking there Woo~~ didnt noe im so lucky to see her lols... Smsed her at night and she replied lols didnt expected...

Cos duty and everyone bookout as there's a day off for the guy on friday bt even so i cant book out cos i nd to settle some stuff. Was awake for the whole night chatting wit Jeffery (1 of the ps in the coy) abt life and stuff lols...

After book out on friday headed down to comex the whole place were full and i wanted to get a itouch cos it pay day lols bt OUT OF STOCKS~~ sian diao so was walking around the area for awhile and head to jj find the guys...

Well sat is as usual nth much happen~ i guess nxt sat will be a very happening week as the team are gng down to COCO mag to teach kids hw to play BS lols... And hvin coy bbq on wed and after tat book out loh~~ lols FEEL GOOD TO HAVE LONG WEEKENDS...

I think im awake of wats gng on around me after 5yrs run down...

2009-09-11T11:13:00.000-07:00

As requested by miss Jiayin i shd do some update for nw hahahaha....

Went back Indo for a week to chill myself down. Well i can say it a good place for me to claim my mind. Back there i can do things lik gng diving and also driving racing car lik Evo 9 and X (which belongs to my uncle lols)

The night when we reach, we celebrated my grandmother 80th bday and it's seriously happening. Bt most of my cousin bring their partner along to the party, sadly i was left alone there~~ That night there were DnD so it happening lols... 1 of my uncle push me to the front and ask me to sing lols as usual my fav song "Xin tai luan" tats the only song i can find in the karaok set so ya lols.... infact gt the video bt im nt gng to post it lols....

After tat we drove down to a place near our hse to hv supper. Yummy the mee soto over there still the best!! Everytime when i return i'll make sure i'll find time to visit tat stall just to hv a bowl of soto lols... Back at hm grandmother and few of my aunt asking me y didnt i bring my gf along?? I told them i didnt even hv a gf hw to bring. Grandmother seems to be dissappointed tat i didnt bring someone back lols bt BO PAIN~~

Was slacking at my hse for the past days online and thinking thru wat i shd do? Gv up or Go on..

i did told myself gv up....

The day when we coming back to SG, aunt NK fly back frm UK just to see us so sweet of her... She ask us go UK find her and she'll bring us around diao i told her i got no money she laught lols... (her reply was "ASK FRM UR DAD" =x ) She ask me invite her to my wedding dinner?? i told her nt so fast no gf ley lols...

Nt gng to post too much pic cos there's A LOT!!!

My diving spot... Nice??

my sis and his bf + hui li and his bf

my youngest cousin Wen jie lols was playing with him all day long and taking care of him lols (jack - wen jie my clxmate in automotive tech) Grandmother ask sis when is her turn LOL!!

Me singing + without anyone pressing reject lols... Uncle Shio force me to drink a slip of martel lols~~ all is in the video bt i hvn upload it

My family + grandmum <3

My 3 story hse jus newly build nt long ago (forget to take my room pic lols u guys will be so shock lols) Dad told me i can bring my gf there to stay Woohoo shiock bt too bad nw bo~~

Tats all for the trip~~

2009-08-20T11:13:00.000-07:00

I have lost the biggest battle in my life....

Thx for ur help. for 5yrs i ended up became a loser also a stalker!!!

i felt even worthless now~ How am i going to carry on my life with this problem sticking wit me all around??

2009-08-15T08:36:00.000-07:00

Didnt sleep for the whole night cos many things came into my thoughts first was shd i go see her instead of coco magazine interview? Wats is impt to me fame or u?? Seriously those 2 things are running in my mind for the whole night...

i made up my mind... Fame, to me it's nth compared to u.

At tat moment when i saw u, i was so worried u will see me cos i didnt went there to freak u bt to support u. I kept imagine wat happen if things wasnt so bad at the time. I could jus walk towards u and say word of encouragement... When i saw u happily doing ur stuff, looking at ur smile. It really melt my heart, i asked myself shd i be selfish and kept on looking for the missing reason or just let go?? At tat moment of time i really did thinking lets go and see u be happy. Didnt knew i'll shout so loud and cheer for u, i guess my mind was being control by u...

Feeling im gng to get scolding frm u once again. Can u once think abt my good?? Seriously ur words sometime is really very hurting. 6yrs as u said Yes, it is tired. Bt don u feel tired hate me too?? For once can u think abt my good and look at me???

Hw i wish i could tell u that i cant make it for ur performace as i gng for the interview and give u a suprise with a can of cold red bull with a stalk of sunflower and say "jia you".... (i'll nv have tis chance)

I guess im nt gng to tag u and say Happy birthday and gving u any present tis yr... So i'll just write it down here... If any of u who happen to noe her plz help me wish her =)

Happy Birthday Yu ling
All the best for all the things which u facing and always stay healthy and cheerful

2009-08-09T20:11:00.000-07:00

Lately didnt really get enough sleep cos too many things are in my mind. And seriouly i cant fall asleep on wed night. Just donno y bt i just felt tat something frm some where is gng wrong again and im worried tat same things gona happen. Bt im suprise to hear the result on thus. Seriously im worried tat u'll think im the 1 who tag tots stupid stuff bt if ur mind really said it me i cant do anything to change it.... Friday kana arrow to be COS! The most sian job to do it on a friday cos everyone is at hm and u're still stuck in office doing duty~~ IMAGINE NO 1 IS IN THE UNIT LOL~~ Sat reach hm shower headedt out to JJ again didnt sleep for the whole day lols...

Ysd watch "where got ghost" with my family. Worth the money watching, nt as gd as the 1 b4 bt overall still alright. The most funny part is the army story i can say well go watch it if u all wan to noe more lols~~

Wat can i do? to change ur mind... We're so near yet so far...
Nxt week HAIZ....

2009-07-25T18:39:00.000-07:00

Finally my check is all done i can relax for nw and really pass everything to my understudy lols... As usual nth much special stuff happen in camp. Metuda 21km run was cancel due to rain and we're all soaked wit rain water cos we're alrd at outside~~ Thusday was a day off for everyone so i headed to Jp and i watched Ice age ALONE and hv pizza hut ALONE!!! Lols bt kindof fun when watching moive alone....

Ysd was the CDL final im happy with my result top 5. Seriously i felt it wasted cos i can be in top 4 cos in the morning i was thinking of putting "dark mirror" in my side deck bt i didnt~~ Well since it over den lets nt cry over split mike den try harder nxt time....

Going out with Zr later hahahaha =x

tats all for the week see ya=p

2009-07-18T09:51:00.000-07:00

Dam tired for the past few days when in camp~~ Im so worn out~~ luck i had a understudy nw to learn all my stuff b4 i Ord lols!! Felt so good gng to ORD even it 4mth away bt well nw start to feel stress as i hv no idea wat im gng to do after i ord lols... Well see hw ba lols...

Ysd met zr for dinner after her wrk... Headed to bugis cos she wanted to gt a weightgainer so shop around bugis area and had dinner at V8 lols as usual we share a lot of jks and also our life hahaha~~ Wanted to watch ice age bt no slot den wanted to watch harry potter bt she nd to reach hm early lols... Saw gui ji and also jw around bugis area too... Den send her back lols... Seriously even it a long week b4 tat i felt so relax after gng out wit her lols...

well for today nth much jus all the mov player headed to cdl for tournament.... Tml donno wan to go for the race a not cos im lik dam tired nw and a lot things hvn done yt lols... see hw la tats all for the week lols...s

2009-07-11T20:47:00.000-07:00

Sentosa outting 10 july (more photo will be posted at later time)

Overall everything was fun and ya other den fun is still fun lols... Bt dam tired cos hv to reach there by 8am lols.... We have amazing race for the head start, we manage to clear stage 1-3 den after tat we stop and hang around siloso beach cos the on the 3 check point we cant find the check so we gv up lols~~ Instead of contiue finding more the checker we had our breafast lols...

1st check point

2nd check point

After the race we had a prize gvin den after tat was our lunch...

Second game of the day some retared game =x

vincenet

Amos playing cheat =x

third game tard of war!! everyone enjoy it!!

fourth game suppose to be douch ball bt turn out to be a throw ppl down sea session lols... OC and CSM was being throw down to the sea and me, eric, jeffery throw 2IC down lols...

thomas was nxt and staff push me down the sea too -___-lll

After the event me,amos, alan and nigel took the train out frm there and when i reach vivo walking halfway and asking the guys where we shd hv our dinner.. Suddenly someone step on my new white shoes i was lik ouch!! Den i look down she was wearing a heels with blue dress (nt bad looking frm back) den when i look up i tot i saw Yl den i look again WTF IS HER!! Alan come tap me and say eh Yl ley!! Wanted to go back into the train bt i didnt cos she seems lik rushing to her sch so ya didnt go up to her i guess it a good start...

After tat we shop around and alan was bearfooted cos his shoes is wet and he want to buy shoes over there lols... Had our dinner jengyi, zhi wei and nicklous came join us den everyone was so tired so ya all of us went different ways back hm me and jeng yi took a long distance bus back lols den we were talking abt hw he won WCG cos he is frm XtC lols... After tat uncle allan told me there was a 4WD shop near my place so went down to check out the track and they stuff they selling. And guess wat the shop owener is a fren of my lols... Didnt expected sean and samuel will gv their own shop well good for them =)

i felt very sorry for someone. out there i donno u'll be reading this bt wat u said few days back really wake me up.. I said sth to u bt i didnt even mean it and gt over my pass. Im sry...

I jus donno y everytime when im gng up on her things always appear jus lik tat. It nt the first time both of us jus walked pass each other just lik tat. wat i can say is fated tat we're near yet far..

2009-07-03T18:42:00.000-07:00

Nv update much abt wat happen last week lols... Well i guess im abit down for the past few days seriously emotional down and everything... Lets nt talk abt it anymore well last Sat went watch Transformer 2 with MoV guys hahahaha as usual the gd nv lose~~ Bt the movie is superb nice i can say!!

After the movie headed to ah long voideck to test joel deck also do some changes....

Sunday

Uncle Allan drove me down for racing!! i wasnt prepared cos i hvn do any to my car for the past 6mths and most of the parts are rusty and i didnt bring along my mutimeter along which is a really big mistake!! After all our team still won the race HENG AR~~~ After tat he drove me down to 201 so headed there to find all the guys which are in CDL... and den BOOK IN LOH~~

Weekdays nth much

just parade, outfield and parade and outfield~~ Dam sian lucky wed i went to OCS with pt2 for SAF day parade ok la quite fun over there bt nth much to see also~~ Nxt day nth much to do so went nights out with Kok hahaha went Jp for Haagen Dazs den just shop around for nxt week sentosa outting... Ysd kana F upside down by 4 big short~~ 2IC, CSM, RQ, CDO for no reason nvm sian 1/2 alrd.... Nvm since it the past and nt really my fault too~~

Lately gng for Yeng ling 21th bday chalet hahaha den i nd to rush down to NDP for PARADE!! Apple and baby will be there too so ya hahahaha... TODAY WILL BE A VERY RUSHING DAY BT NXT FRIDAY IS SENTOSA!!!! Just hope everything gones well on nxt friday~~

Well for nw i think i only can slow down my path of walking to see wats happening around and nt jus rushing for things to happen...

2009-06-28T05:46:00.000-07:00

Jus donno y im very down lately.... Is lik my head is blowing off and im seriously very emo and i really hope someone can really talk to me.... I guess im missing u too much and the words u said hurt me lots... I JUS DONNO HW TO LET U GO!!

2009-06-22T08:14:00.000-07:00

Wed

I walk the whole sk area to see there's any suitable place to open shop well my feeling tell me tat don throw ur money inside a drain for no reason! the place was so ~~~ i carry my bag (inside gt laptop, 2 deck box, camara) i sweat lik no ppl buz lik tat lols i think i walk abt 8km around tat area.... Haiz happen to walk to places which reminds me abt her =(

After tat headed to jj as normal see them training

Friday

after the training it time for letting the guys to hv some relax time too so we headed down to tm watch Monster vs alien 3D woo dam cool la lols.... Or maybe i too sua gu lols!!

Sat headed down to SMU set up all the event stuff wit colin team member and after tat went down to Daniel's baby 1mth old celebration at daniel places took a few pic with the baby bt is with daniel nw lols.... After tat headed down to CDL find the guys and had dinner with them and all of us went home early for our big day nxt day!!

Well meet the guys early to hv our breakfast den went there with the bus we called... As usual tournament started sucessfully and end sucessfully good la lol nth much to talk abt also bt 1 thing i notice is my player really u guys make me feel proud even u guys didnt win bt i can see u guys trying ur best!! out of 16 players 6 are frm MoV see u guys can do it de jus don be lazy hahahaha!! I also see sherman, Ye siang, peter, eric, bing jun, xiang jie, john and daniel voon did very good tis time round as they really chiong so hard to win.... Bt alex u really dissapoint me a lot this time round where is the medal u promise?? Well im nt gng to say anything more abt this tournament as there's gd things there's bad too... Just hope for the best nxt tournament den lols

FINALLY MY AIRCON IS FIX NW I CAN FEEL THE COLD WIND!!

Today

Well everything went fine bt when i was in the sch hv a weird feeling donno y maybe new there so ya lols.... Find joel and mar den headed down to jj nth much to do so slacked there.... Bing jun join us for dinner and told him a lot of stuff abt the different between the past and present yugioh stuff and also more abt myself.... Seriously i just hope tat things might turn better.. Haiz saw the replyed don understand y everything even happen till tis ending... wat shd i do and can i do??

2009-06-15T19:34:00.001-07:00

Friday meet Ah long at Tmp 1 to shop for val present lols... Den both of us are halfway shopping and halfway discussing wat and hw to improve the standard of the MoVs also their deck for the world...

Sunday met Joel for a coffee session as ususal as usual we were chatting for lik more den 4 hrs there hahahaha... This time round i guess it my turn to tel him my sorrows also hw i felt. I just don understand y cant i just let go of thing lik just a snap. Saw Fiona tat night too well she updated me some of her stuff too hahahaha and I send brian a mail to ask for his help, mins later saw him lols!!! Went to mc toilet cos near by malls all closed alrd came out of toilet saw him again!! I seriously cant keep it frm myself anymore so i went up to him and ask for his help. Wat he told me suprise me really... Well jus hope tat things will turn better this time round....

Recently MoVs is training very hard for world well everyday see them play and also changing tis and tat lols... Well guys keep it up since world is just few days away!! Jia you

With Pride WE LEAD
With Glory WE WIN
With Passion WE RULE

Well i think i shd be start doing my designing of deckbox and also to improve my future project for both Mov and also Battle Spirits...

2009-06-10T17:17:00.000-07:00

Finally my 2 weeks holiday is here muhahaha~~~ Plan to use it very carefully cos 2 weeks is nt really a long week thou bt ya jus want to meet up fren and also settle some of my event planing stuff hahahaha

List of thing which i wan to do

- meet kek, jy and the others for dinner or movie
- watch monster vs alien
- swimming with sherman, xiang jie and the others
- settle everything for my world tournament
- settle the upcoming new Battle spirit card game event planing
- meet up joel sng and jun for coffee session
- go runing every night (which i always do nw)
- if possible see her again =)
- finding shophse

Well tats all the things which i would lik to do for my holiday bt sadly i nd to find more time cos my grandmother was sick and send to hospital again this morning. Hope she'll be fine in no time...

Dinner and dance is coming and i still hvn found any partner for myself. i guess im gng to go for the night myself again lik the past... Well hw i wish i can ask her to join me for tat night and im sure she'll be the lime light for tat night bt sadly i cant. Well can sence tat she is sad cos of some reason bt she's acting strong haiz (hw i wish i could really hv another chance back den).
Everything is still in my mind it's hard to shack it out... i guess im still in fond wit u hopping tat things might turn better for both of us....

Haiz wat can i do???

2009-05-30T09:58:00.000-07:00

Nth to update abt for camp stuff bt jus a lot of shit job to do lately and we start to hv late book out which make everyone so emo and sian cos ppl cant hv much time with their gf and seriously i think they shd let us off earlier since we had nth much to do stayin over there too~~ I had to book out early ysd as my grandmum had a heart attack and was send to the hospital so i took urgent off and head to the hospital... Glad tat she's better nw. After the visiting headed to JJ to see the guys training. Bt i didnt stay long cos im really too tried so i went back hm had a rest till my parent gave me a called and ask me join them for dinner~~

Didnt really had a good sleep event mocha wasnt sleeping wit me. So when i headed to JJ i was hving flu and my nose are lik gng to drop off any sec. After tat headed to CDL for tournament and FINALLY i gt into the final round!! I was top 4 during the last 2 event using my GB and i didnt expected tat the deck i form in camp was so useful lols... I guess im gng to make another deck just to prepare for the final round =x

I still cant let go.... I jus donno y bt the fated feeling is start to come back again which i didnt expect tat to happen. Ppl start to update me stuff abt her when i tot of gvin up her.... Haiz i seriously donno wat i shd do. I only noe tat im allow to see bt i cant help out~~ Plz be happy no matter wat happen... Hope the 2 weeks holiday come soon there's so many things which i nd to settle and finally i'll have some spare time for me to relax and chill myself down... I really don wish to be worn out by love again =(

2009-05-24T00:50:00.000-07:00

Mood wasnt tat good for the past few days in camp.. I cant imagine tis is the first time i used my rank to scold someone and calvin himself were shock tat i did tis to tat guy. I think he really pushing his luck too much lately... Training wing hving their Cwo and suppose to end everything by 12.15pm bt end up everything ended at 4.30pm. Myself and Shen hao (life guard) were totally sian diao and When the return to camp and they nd to clear their weapon they're lik so slack and nt doin anything! During the inspection i seriously F them and asked them re-clear b4 sending and let me inspect... By the time i reach hm was abt 11pm++ SO TIRED!! Mocha was running around in my room and seriously he made me didnt sleep well again~~

Happy for daniel for his new born baby gal.. Hahaha finally he became a father nw

Headed to JJ ysd to meet up the guys den we went down to CDL for tournament... Same thing happen again im AH 4~ For nw i guess im nt joining any tournament as i nd to brush up some of the rulling skill cos Im gng to be the upcoming event Head Judge.. As for wat happen ysd i don wan to say much cos is just the fact of sooner or later...

Joel sng was chatting wit me things regarding to her... Ya i noe tat her mood wasnt so up lately too bt seriously i think i cant do anything much to help it also... i do hope tat i can always be there as a fren or sth bt too bad i cant.. So i myself also very confues nw.... Haiz wat shd i do??

2009-05-17T11:52:00.000-07:00

For the past few nights mocha was inside my room sleeping wit me and i cant sleep cos whenever someone open the gate or door he starts to kpo by bucking and want to wake me up~~ So i cant hv a good rest for the past nights....

Went to Lim Chu Kang cemetery on a sat morining which was bt 2.30AM! Nt for training bt to collect my Uncle bones. Wat really suprise me was humans hv abt 300++ bones in our body bt when we went there to collect the person who dig out his grave and slowly took out everything frm his coffin, there were only 4 bones left?? After tat we went back hm to rest den abt 10+ we headed to temple for some prayers den i went off to meet the MoV.... After they hv a short training and hving their lunch we headed down to CDL for their tournament lols...

For me i went down to big splash for my Seafood dinner muhahahaha~~~ Had pawns, bambo clam and my all time favorite CHILL Crabs~~ muhahaha....

B4 reaching the big splash, Something hit my head and i was thinking y cant a r/s last long bt there is always this problem of breaking up... Is the only solution to solve all problem?? pr iszzit a way to run alway frm facts?? Well to me if i'll hv a gd r/s i'll grap my chance well and nv let this type of things happen lols...

Don bec of small problem also quarrel nt worthy tats was wat i told DDB on friday... So if u happen to see tis rmb... Treasure wat u hv nw...
Well for nw i guess my thinking is if i can find a gf. I'll find the best 1 which i think will suit me =)

Well gng for outfield tml sian~~ bt for the off everything is worth lols ORD loh!!

2009-05-12T11:29:00.000-07:00

Have a long week break once again since thuday till nw lols few of my fren who're nw in Ns kept asking me hw come my off and leaves are lik free lols~~ If u come to my unit u all will noe y~~ nw i noe y evo 8 is nt as gd as evo 9 nt bec of the number is bec of the engine is really different somemore price is another things which make it so x ... And ya night went for dance lesson lols...

Meet jia yin on a friday cos she said she hvn watch X-men so headed down to liuma to meet her for the movies after the movie we walk around bugis den went down to tampines hv dinner wit Kek...

some random pic kek took~

Sat was boring. Went down Simei and for tournament and also some meeting for the upcoming World tournament everything~~ Sun was fine cos we headed down to Amk find Mr.Fuji den after tat went down to Sherman hse kop some moives frm him hahaha...

Monday went down to Uncle jimmy office to hv a meeting abt the World tournament again and some stuff ya den headed to Simei to do some work over there and seriously i wan to throw my hp away!!! It gvin me more and more problem!! 6 more mth and im gona throw it away muhahaha!! hmmm my nxt Hp maybe 6500?? lols

Anyway time really files cos it's lik 6 more mth to freedom!! And nw im thinkin of wat i shd do after my ORD b4 my sch starts...

Some random pic i took on sherman hse he gt over 150++ of them!!

2009-05-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

Woo its raining outside nw and it 3.30am lols

Last week way a bz week... Mono 14 is here alrd!! Bt they're bunch of cmi ppl well wat to do~~ Took them for compass course and few of them went missing lol... Den Jia hao was sting by a scorpion during our training around 4+am den i hv to bring him to NUH wasted almost half our day there~~ Sat watch 17 again wit MoV + val well if i was gvn a chance to go back i guess i wont want to know her hahaha =x

After my dance session drove down to courts warehse and finally i bought a vaio Lappy!!! For the past few days i hv been exploring hw to use it and was playing wit it muahahaha ok la worth the money buying such laptop and somemore i can do my wrk where ever i go... Met Joel sng for coffee on friday night. Im suprise tat, tat someone gv me her number and asked joel to pass it to me!! Seriously hvn seen tat person for years and nw she's back =) well at least find back 1 lost fren hahaha~~ After tat we're discussing abt opening shop and my target of earning hw much a money and everything well nw is under planing alrd muhahaha well....

My new love!!

Ysd watch X-man Wolverine wit MoV ppl.. Ok la nth much special to me cos i don watch X-men movies hahaha....

Well tats all for the week ba... Hope to see tat MIA person soon hahaha

2009-04-24T10:07:00.000-07:00

21th bday

Day 1

April 11 2009

wake up super early tat day to gt my things prepared and cant wait for the chalet to be honest hahaha... After me and my sis had our lunch wait for dad to fetch us there... After i checked in me, sis and mum when to the NTUC nearby to buy drink cos my mum worried tat the drink is nt enought for everyone so ya lols.....

Alan and his gf was the first ppl to came over, after them are joel, marcus lee, xiao pang, long and val den while i was at the balcony chatting wit val (if im nt mistaken) suddenly i heard lik ppl dashing in orh MoV lols (no wander =x ) nxt were my campmate Danny, Mark, Dasen, 2IC, Idrain, Daniel and his wife and Sharian and his gf lols.... the place start to be crowed when amos, nigel, vincent + gf, shen hao, edwin, jeng yi, CQ, jason start coming!! Judy lost her way so i went down find her and bring her up den Jia yin and jar come after tat wow the places is lik FULL HSE!! Den my Second sch fren Mei mei, Lan swan, yeng ling + bf came hvn seen them for so long seriously im happy to see them coming den gou jun, jennifer + robin and joel came hahahaha.... Also im glad tat uncle Alan and his family can make it too =)

My Jyss fren

Didnt expected tat there'll be so many ppl come down to celebrate my bday seriously and i also didnt expected tat my buffet will late too... Seriously im very sry for the late buffet and there are only 1 helper come up and set up everything so my dad cannt tahan his stuff so when to help out lucky david was there to help out too... while helping halfway Gugu family wit my Grandmother and both my big aunt and second aunt came down too lols....

Alan and GF

Vincent and Gf

Long and val

me and Jun

Jun and fren

MoV

Elvina

Opfor

Hvn saw dasen for so long so happy to see him coming to my bday lols beside dasen is 2IC

While my campmates were hving dinner Edwin zeng bring a long his gf and kok hao, Ariea, kenny and calvin came lols.... 2IC passed me a cup of 50% voka and coke and asked me finish in 1 breath ok i can finish it bt when they gv me the second cup when i drink it i notice it a pure 100% voka and alrd finish half the cup alrd lols.... Lucky i didnt vomit hahaha!!!

tis is where and when they gather and ask me drink voka lols

Well many funny things happen on the cutting of cake im nt gng to tok much cos there's a video for it whenever i saw the video it always make me laught!!!

Asking everyone to gather

There's just too many photo to upload i'll just pick tots nice 1 hehehe

My Family

my 2 aunt and mum

OPFOR!!

MoV

Me and Jia yin

Mar, Jar, Kek and Yin

Judy and me

Jun + fren and Joel

Dewei

Opfor ppl gng back~~

Thx for present!!

The late night event

My cousin

My wishes

ever since the day i noe u, my first wish hv nv change. hope tat one day we can patch up everything and forget abt the past and start anew also to see u always being happy with someone u love...

i didnt wish for anything else cos i noe if my wishes really come true i gues i no nd anymore wishes cos U're the gal i really wish for =) as for nw i guess my wish didnt come true N nv it will come true

Nw since im alrd 21, i hv set a goal in life and tat is to earn half a million b4 my 30 bday so i hv 9 years to earn tis amount of money lets move on and work hard after ORD!! Maybe i opening a shop by the end of the year also hard to say hahahaha

2009-04-24T09:06:00.000-07:00

Last day in ROC

Last day in ROC le so everyone wake up early to get wat they want.... Me, Alan and Zaeya met at Xi men ding again to do our last min shopping lols... Zeaya was excited abut the gundam street i told him so he joined us cos he want to get a few model back too lols..... So after we had our lunch and shopped at Xi men ding we headed to Taipei main station again den ya walked around and i bought myself few cards and also a gundam (the gundam cost $170 in sg bt over there nt even $100 lols) i wanted to buy few more model bt alan stopped me cos he say later hw am i gng to carry all tots stuff back lols... True la so after buying our stuff we rush back to hotel and repack our stuff agains lols.... After around 5pm we took a bus and we took abt 45mins frm our hotel to the airport wa dam tired~~ den wen we alight i notice vincent, kok hao and a few of them carried lik so many bag of stuff!! i was dam shock la lols and they said some for gf some for themselve some help ppl buy wa~~~ esp edwin cmi when i saw him im dam shock lols...

After tat we took a 2020hrs plane well tis time round i didnt sleep on the plane i watch "Marly and me" den also watch some random cartoon to kill my time lols.... Tianling was sitting behind me and he also told me hw a plane take off and everything and he also said we're sitted in the most risky part of the plane lols.... by the time reach sg is around 1am+++ alrd well got a feeling of finally im back!! Hahaha well i can say my clique of ppl hv nice gf seriously it so dam late and they still can fetch them hw nice lols... Well i went back a lone of cos bt nvm la im nt tat luck after all~~ Reach home first thing is i on my com and ya do wat i do normally den hv a very nice sleep lols....

Well some refection on this trip

I guess we hv learn a lot of stuff on this trip esp our frenship grow stronger and also the bounding btw my clique is closer nw lols nt to forget we really play hard, train hard and enjoy hard tgt lols... And guys to be honest ever since i stepped to taiwan i hv nv saw any "chio bu" which is so chio tat can show in tv~~ lols.. so don be con tat all taiwan gals are pretty don believe me buy a air ticket go taiwan see urself lols...

Well tats all i wan to say lols

A human size Stirke Gundam

A limited edition gundam psp !!!

Their Airport

Me and Zeaya

Dinner!!!!

The stuff which i bought back for myself lols...

2009-04-24T08:19:00.000-07:00

6/4/09

Day 18

R&R!!!!

after coming back frm our halfday off we nd to pack out kitbag and sent them back here so everyone were in a rush to go back and pack their stuff. After everything we had abt 5hrs of sleep as we're moving out of the camp and gng for our R&R!! While i was sleeping hopping i can get enough sleep and also to chiong the whole day gng shopping Ranger raja wake me up and ask me eat apple?? -__-lll

Everyone woke up at 4am just to standby everything and also do our final packing of our own stuff. And we gather at the parade square at around 5am bt in the end we move out at 8am diaos~~~ We a long travel cos it's by bus so around few hrs the bus will stop at some place and let us go down buy some food and also some of their "tu chan".... Vincent and Nicklous bought a lot of "lao po bing" for their gf lols... Well the scene there are very nice as the place are really dam big and also u can get to see a lot of farms and plantation....

1 of the station the bus stopped

By the time we reached our hotel was around 11am and after the short meeting me and my clique rush out of the hotel and walked to "Xi men ding" Woohu~~ it lik 15mins walk frm my hotel to there lols.... Den we find some place to hv our lunch and started shopping and shopping well for kok hao he followed us and he bought a lot of "hello kitty" stuff for his gf and for vincent he also bought a lot of stuff for his gf lols... Well for me i bought myself a Red Ferrari puma bag lols (sg cost abt $200+ bt there cheaper lols) and also a puma belt...

Our Lunch

Meet the guys again at 5pm cos they said we gng "Shi ling night market" bt in the end me, idrian, calvin and Sharian went to 101 instead of "Shi ling night market". We took the Mrt frm Xi men ding station to their City hall lols den we walked lik 15mins den we reach 101 well i can say nth much in 101 lols.... After tat sharian and idrain went to "shi ling night market" and in the end i bo pan hv to go back taipei main station with calvin cos i heard over there gt card shop so i dash down tryin to find the card shop dash here and there knowing we gng to get lost anytime bt jus anyhow walk lik heading nowhere after 30mins of asking ppl and walking i finally saw a shop which sell ygo their shop is dam big and they also sell a lot of gundam in tat street!! Their shop lik closing soon so also didnt buy any much..... So frm there we walked back to hotel and it took us lik 45mins to walk back lols.... Den packed my stuff and ya had a very nice shower den idrian came back we watch Mr vampire over there lols.... den boom to sleep~~~

Tis is their Ezlink lols... i bought 1 back home lols...

In side of the Mrt

It so chaos at the road....

Inside of 101 seriously if nxt time want to go taipei don go 101 cos most of the stuff there are branded goods so nth much....

Our dinner at 101 food court lols!!

2009-04-19T00:07:00.000-07:00

Day 17

which was our halfday off and we choose to go out so we headed to Dolui a town near by to shop and ya to see around.... As me and alan were walking dam fast to try to finish our shopping over there we lost Amos, Vincent, Nigel and kok lols... That place is just lik bugis street, bought 2 T-shirt for myself and for alan he bought a lot of stuff for his gf lols...

After a walked the whole place we headed to KFC and hv our dinner also to mark out the map for the route for taipei lol.... Den after tat i find out tat i gng to out of cash so both of us walked around the place to see can draw money frm ATM a not lols... Ya happen to find a ATM bt they charge me dam x (for every $50 u draw they'll charge xtra $5 and there's a tax for donno hw many %)

While we're walking back to the picking up point we saw Amos and the others diao~~ the reason y we cant find them is bec they took a train and went to another town -_-lll

The coke is only 205ml

2009-04-18T19:43:00.000-07:00

Day 16

The whole afternoon we're doing packing our own stuff and watch cartoon over there cos we gt nth much to do.... we headed to a town nearby our camp side at evening for our end of frame dinner b4 we had our dinner CO gv us his speech den also there was a bday celebration gng on and i was called up cos im april baby lols... Tat night were happen as we drink, eat and also took a lot of photos~~

After the dinner we headed to the nearest night market near by... Seriously the night market there and the pasamalam in Singapore is totally the same is just tat it much more stalls and they even sell pets... most of us enjoy this nights out den the previous 1 we had...

CO gving his speech

second short with ranger raja lols...

My click

Me and Idrain

the 2 life guard train lols shen hao and me

Me and Ariea

me and mark

Vincent and me
Cheering for Glory

Night Market

They call tis ice cream pu pu ice cream lols

Air gun!! Saded sg ban such things so i hv my try over there ( i use to hv a pistor air gun in the past lols)

2009-04-18T03:33:00.000-07:00

can anyone tel me wat did i do wrong 4yrs back???

wat did i do wrong 4yrs back??

And why im i being so upsad when 1 of my wishes is seeing u

being happy wit ur bf ?? Why??

i tot i told myself to forget and let everything go?

Bt y i cant??

Wat did i done wrong tat makes u hate me so much? wat went wrong 4yrs back?? iszzit being concern and caring are sigh of a stalker?? i seriously don gt it y u said u hv gvn me a chance bt i don see anything over there?? Why are u doing all the hurting stuff to me?

Jun said "ever since i took my psle till nw i taking "O' tis yr u still don wan gv up??"

val said " both of u are just stranger, do u think she'll felt anything when u're emoing here??"

jen said " letting her go is a way of letting her being happy"

joel said " she hv some problem in her mind, gv up!!"

Alan said "ever since ur youth till nw a adult hw long u still want to wait? Gv up"

y did i choose to turn back my head and look at u and hope tat there'll be chances for us again?? Y am i so stupid believing tat there might be chances again!!!

Im really worn out hw i wish i can die after typing all tis emo shit!!

u turn me to someone who cant really trust r/s anymore....

2009-04-17T18:13:00.000-07:00

Day 15

it's alrd the second week we were at there we hv been bz clearing our own weapon lik no ppl business cos hvin inspection.. After the hard day Oc decided to treat us pizza hut and also we had another movie screening tat night at the cookhse again lols.... Tis time round dam lame we're watching Bollhoow movies and the show is dam funny till everyone cant stop laughting i guess everyone enjoy tat night and all the specalist gt to drink at night and lucky im nt drank lols.... bt csm keep wake me up for no reason diaos~~ and i told him i wan to sleep lols....
He is 1 funny guy

Day 6 -14

cant rmb wat really happen during the who 9days cos it so happening outfield too much joke and fun around the field area and nt to forget it still freezing... Can u imagine wearing 3 shirt + an jacket bt they cant keep u warm lol so most of us were jumping around hopping tat our body can really keep warm. Sth which i cant forget was joel send me a msg on my first night of training telling me sth which is so shocking tat i cant believe it myself and donno y i start to being concern abt her again bt seriously sad and shock to heard the news....

The last 3 nights we spend our night sleeping at a very big cemetery.. to be honest its quite spooky during the night time cos we it dark + u'll hear dog barking lol lucky we didnt saw any u noe hahahaha.... The night b4 we left Ranger raja (our csm) asked us to walk around the cemetery to pray every single tomb lucky Lt mike follow us and after everything he shared some spooky encounter wit us lols... After the fight everything came back in camp safely and we start packing our stores cos we nd to send them back to sg.. And Csm told us our preformace was really good as we killed 80% of our enemy down and finally its time to relax.... There was a night we hv mac for dinner wow~~

We're gvn a chance to choose where we want to go

1st was the theme park which cos $20-30Sg and go there half day, 2nd is hving a day off gng to the nearest town, 3rd was stay in camp... Hahahaha so i choose to go out on tat sat with my gang to see the town, find ygo cards and to draw money cos i think i ofver spent too much over there hahahaha.... Everyone were so shacked tat once they lay on their bed they fall asleep lol... 6 day to go back hm and 10 more days to my bday well seriously hope everything goes well and hope my wishes can really come true....

Most of the outfield pic are wit cms -_-lll

The road are lik Intial D track lik tat sia lol

Day 5

Weather were freezing cos after our morning Pt it starts to raining non-stop. We can even see our own breathing and seriously we're shaking and wearing our jacket everywhere we go lols.... It gng to be the last night in the camp b4 gng our 9days outfield so there were movie screening on tat day. I can still rmb we watched "u don mess wit zohan" lols

well i think it a good way of relaxing ourselve b4 moving out lols....

Preparing to move out

Day 4

well nth much happen just hving a lot of meeting and stuff weather here getting colder and colder as it rain during the night

2009-04-11T09:03:00.000-07:00

As time go by i notices tat time for me is gtting more and more rush as im nw a young adult in just 24hrs more to go and there'll be more and more resposible stuff for me to take care and well seriously i think i hv to think mature and no longer a ungrowing up kids showing temper and mood swing anymore... i wan to apologies to ppl who i hv show my temper to seriously i'll try to control my temper in the future bt u guys promise don pissed me off lols..... Im glad tat i hv so many frens and family member always staying by myside gving me the best support they always had seriously thx u....

Well many ppl hv asked me wat i want for my bday... Frankly speaking i don mind gtting stuff which are cheap cos.... To me cheap or x is jus a prices wat is important is the tots.... Honestly im happy to hv u guys spending ur day helping me celebrate my biggest day wit me so wat else can i still ask for?? Bt there's sth which i do hope will really come true... I guess i hv said i wont meantion her name anymore bt lately when i heard tat she was being hurt i hv a mind set of coming back sg tat time during my roc training.... frankly speaking i think i still cant totally forget abt her and i seriously tried my best to forget everything... hope she can come to my bday chalet or just send me a "Happy Bday Bryan" tat will be the best present i'll gt all in my life... sometime i still think back wat happen on my 17th bday and the time past seriously i think both of us gv each other a nightmare..... My wishes is impossible lols wishes nv come true tats is wat i believe.... So don ask me wat i wan cos it's impossible for tat to happen.... im just day dreaming hoping miracle will happen

Well lets nt be emo and i shd enjoy my day see u guys in my chalet hope u guys hv a great time lik i do lols....

2009-04-09T20:34:00.000-07:00

Day 3

22/3/09

after inspected our own arms and settle our own stuff, we're gvn a chance to hv our first nights out to Duoliu. The town were small bt happening as u can see many road stalls selling food bt we don dare to eat cos the stall all so ~~~ Accident happen on tat day as we wanted to cross the road we heard a loud bang!! And when we turn our head back we saw Alan was stunning there and there were a motorbike fall down so we run towards them to help the biker up... Idrain, Sarian, calvin and i were so shocked at tat moment bt luckily alan was fine...

After tat we're asking around where is the nearest shopping malls which we can go bt i think there's no malls around tat area so we jus walk around for lik 30mins and we happen to saw KFC!! The streets are coward cos there's some celebration gng on over there so we had our dinner at there and the KFC is big cos it got 3 level lols... after the dinner we walked down to a nike shop... Hmm bought 1 jacket for myself which only cost abt $30sg ++

Most of the jackets over there u cant found it in sg espcally for gals. Hw nice if i hv a gf i think she'll be happy cos i'll buy a lot of stuff for her hahahaha....

So after buying our jacket it time to go back camp... Seems lik a lot of us lost our way back to the dropping point lols... so can u imagine abut 50+ ppl walking on the same streets trying to find the dropping point lols... After tat we head back to camp and seriously it's tiring walking and u donno where u're gng.... lols...

Tis is hw they catch carbs

The celebration...

Our dinner...

Airgun shop we happen went pass

Day 2

21/03/09

Everyone woke up at 5.30am for our run up the hill top den run all the way down again can u imagine hw far it is?? (See the previous post the hill is where the Laughing budda is) and the weather is just 15d u're only wearing just pt kit?? (u can even see cold air coming out frm ur mouth) After the run there's nth much for us to do so hv our admit time again we're glad tat we didnt hv to shower in cold water cos our level the hot water is 24/7 heng ar~~ hahaha since we got nth much to do so we went to the canteen it was cowarded and try their local food nt bad la hmm ya gals in the stall still ok bt they say till she very chio lols....

2009-04-09T19:55:00.001-07:00

Since cant go online over there so i use my hp to write out wat happen on the whole trip lols...

Day 1 of the Roc trip.... 20/3/09

Hvn travel far for sometime so was bit excited lol.. Had so much fun inside the plane cos Alan was beside me both of us were watching "wen the earth stood still" i almost fall asleep while watching the movie... We found out 1 thing which i really want to comment abut airline hostess english really cannt make it, we don understand wat she trying to say when she was gving us our supper so we speak to them in chi instead... We alight at Kaoshong international airport at around 6+am so everyone were like still so sleepy bt the sky over there were already so bright.. After tat we took a bus which the camp side booked for us and we hv a long ride over there we took abut 3hrs to reach the camp side and by the time we reached there was already lunch time... The whole trip were tiring as we don hv enought sleep so after we settle our admit stuff den we gt our chances to rest and the weather over there were freezing!!... And the cookhse food there i think it's nt made for human everyone were complaining abut the food there and hahahaha!~~

Calvin - Idrain - Alan

My Supper

Vincent - Nigel - Amos

Its Admit time!!!

2009-03-18T21:30:00.000-07:00

ROC!
In hrs time i'll be gng airport to taiwan for my 2weeks training le lols... So gng to miss my family and frens here... Anyway we promise our Oc we'll gv our enemy a good fight so ya we'll trush them lols.... So hoping tat time can go fast during my outfield over there hahaha den go RNR!! den i'll try to gt sth for ppl which i promise them i'll buy them sth frm there lols i also no idea wat to buy over there bt i noe i'll go find card first lols cos over there cheaper HAHAHAHA!!! And by the time i gt back to sg i think my credit card will be blust lols...

Well ppl who're reading this take good care of urself and rmb to come my bday chalet if i happen to invite u don put aeroplane cos the buffet and stuff are alred booked lols... Gona miss u guys....

Anyway also hope by the time i come back to sg everything will be fine for her =) c0me on cheers... in a r/s there's sure quarrel try to patch up everything and be happy always ya... "ppl who saw tis don worry i wont turn back jus hope she can do well"

well ysd meet kek, jar, jy, mar and jw at bugis den shopped around suntec and mS den headed down to Jar new hse and orded pizza for dinner den after tat sing K at jar hse so fun hahahaha well wait till i gt back den go out tgt again den lols....

Quote of the day: "Beatuy is nt for long bt Inter Beatuy is wat i ask" get my quote?? don get it den too bad lols...

2009-03-17T06:42:00.001-07:00

Asia tournament 2009

Didnt manage to get to the top 16 like few years back.... guess i nd to brush up my dueling skill after i come back frm taiwan on tat tournament seriously wat i lack of is luck!! DAD here and there when i lock my opp wat can i say other den suay~~

Abut my team performaces... Hmmm wat i can say is some of them are still new to the tournament lik lester he did a very obvis mistake bt since it his first tournament den i shell nt scold him. (Bt i donno y he cried and ppl tot i start scolding ppl again).... And Mr long who gng to win by time out bt still ya... cant blame la i myself also didnt do well so ya hahahaha.....

For attitude while well i guess u guys shd noe for urself i also don want to tok so much abut it i just hope u guys can really think of others ppl lik the judge team ppl also as they're ppl frm MoV too. MoV are a team and no matter wat we wrk, play, kana AK, Suffer as a team. I hope in future this will improve. Overall im still happy with the result lik ron gt into top8 and joel got into top 16 bt sherman top 20 rit?? hahahaha ok la im happy with the result to be honest i didnt tot u guys can did so well keep it up...

After the tournament we headed down to citylink for our MoV celebration well congrts to MoV vice leader Ah long for getting 3rd runner up lols... well there's a lot of things which happen on tat day and i tot of giving up cos i heard joel saw TPDC was there so i run all around SMU to see she's there a not bt well she's nt Haiz.... Seriously im worried tat i'll slowly turn back to her which i hope it wont be happening....

there's a lot of pic... bt i'll only pic tots best de hahaha....

Well nt gng to say so much... i guess 1 picture can speak a thousand words....

Pictures of b4 moving out...

The New shirt

Joel and lester

Peter giving them some brefing den the after there was a MoV "wooosT~~~" bt sound lik MoV lost lols.... i cant stop laughting when we did tat i think in future we shd come out some creed...

The 3 God which Xiang jie was doing his last min prayer

Singapore version of B.A.D - Bing Jun - Alex - Desmond

The guys writing decklist.. in future don write over there~~

Prizes of tat day~

Since Alex was ban for the tournament so he took the trohy and tot tat was his ok la he dare to dream lols....

the place were crow by duelist!! tis is the only start of the Q

No stage so hv to climb up the table and speak and ask the top 16 to move forward

Plz look at ron lols..... the guy which wearing cap~~

Fish on the left

Top 16 battling for their chance to go Hong kong

Den it was top 8 only Ron and Ah long make it for MoV

Judge start playing wit my cam~~

Den it was top 4 and ron didnt make it.... And Ah long lost in the semi final

Player for 2rd runner up placing

At least MoV didnt walk away with empty hands lols

1st. Alex yeo 2nd. Xuan kai den me the head judge den uncle jimmy 3rd. Sam 4th Ah long

WRAP up the day wit a spoiled picture of big bird turning his head to the back....

Our celebration at ny ny !!!

2009-03-16T00:37:00.000-07:00

Seriously im so bz lately... as i mention b4 was bz cos hv to plan for Asia tournament after tat was the taiwan trip den my coming 21th bday celebration... Well i'll write wat i rmb cos some of the things i seriously empty and no longer in my mind alrd esp wat happen in camp lols.... K the week befor didnt book out cos we were packing our stores for ROC aka taiwan....

Den watched Dragon ball evolution wit MoVs. Seriously i find the movie nt really tat nice as i tot it is cos the animation and movie is totally different bt well wat really attrated us was Qiqi (Goku wife) hahahaha hot and pretty hahaha... Gng back to camp later on i noe ppl hv been asking me for picture of ysd tournament im lazy to post about wat happen ysd bt once i come back frm camp tml i'll post the pic and video in fact the video and pic is alrd in youtube or my facebook account liao so tots who cant wait for the picture can go there take hahaha....

Skipped friday dance lesson i think im wasting money noe y cos i sign up bt i gng to miss a lot of lesson... -____-

I heard her and his bf just broke up for the real reason behind i donno cos i also donno wan to noe so much cos i might fall back again so to prevent things frm happening see see noe abut it orh~~ and do nth... Bt still plz be happy always no matter wat happen don gv up ur passion in dances cos it's nt worth it to gv up sth which u lik...

If anything u wish to let me noe or u nd any help jus tel judy cos i'll always be there if u seriously nd me...

2009-03-01T21:06:00.000-08:00

was planning so many things in camp.... esp the biggest event coming on april which is my 21th bday i cant wait till i come back frm ROC and camp mates lik amos, vincent, jeng yi and more were asking wat i wan for my bday hahaha. So many ppl coming ppl lik jovin wow long time didnt meet up with her alrd hui ling, Amapreet, Hui fen, swan mei mei and a lot more ppl frm JYss and also my outside frens coming lols i seriously cant wait till then hahaha.....

Firday was my first breaking lesson in old school so i took a halfday off to go there earlier hahaha... I think if i happen to go there myself i'll lost cos i donno hw to go sia hahaha luck i met jen go if nt lols i sure late.... Hmmmm after i go for the first lesson i think im nt a guy which can dance very well hahaha.... Well maybe it the first clx so donno yt see in future any improvement a not ba hahaha... (don be shocked when u guys reading tis cos i did tel u guys tat i gng to lean dancing) hahaha... After the lesson went home celebrate my grandmother 81th bday....

My youngest cousin lols...

And i slep dam late tat night after a long day of dancing and also gng to gym make me so worn out bt i still contiue forming deck cos time is sth i nt enough nw hahaha....

Sat we hv training and more training to test our deck and prepare our side deck see wheather it wrks a not well i tested a few deck tat day and seriously most of them cant make it cos there's no promo lols... After the training session, we headed down to Cs to watch pink panter. I only noe sherman and ah long laught lik mad and ron was laughing maddly also i think they nd a check-up soon hahaha....

Ysd we hv another small training by testing the deck we really want to play in asia bt seems lik everyone dying cos only a few guys ppl deck can wrk~~ After tat eddy, joel and me cabed down to SAFAR to meet Ah long, Bird and XP cos hving bowling session lols....

My wanting list for bday!! Seriously i cant think of anything which i realy wan eh~

Maybe wat i want is be more happy ba... If possible to be with someone i love 4ever??

Hving nightmares in camp recently the dream is so weird lols....

I was dueling with some evil guy and i happen to lost cos my plasma and stardust buster was smashed within few turns and tat guy took her away ~~ and when i woke up my chick is wet and i felt some pain in my heart (nt the real heart the feeling) tis same dream happen few nights... Maybe i hv been thinking too much things recently ba hahaha dreams nv come true cos there was once i had a dream tat she'll come to my 21th bday party bt well i guess it impossible hahaha (seriously if can i don mind u coming even u hv said a lot of bad things abut me bt well who in tis world don use word to hurt ppl hahaha woons will heal someday.... Well i guess i shd'nt be worried abut her anymore since she hving a great life and hving a gd and caring bf =)

Well let nt tok abt her anymore im nt booking out tis whole week so guys see me on the 11th ba hahaha

- 2 more weeks to Asia tournament

- 3 more weeks to ROC ex starlight

- 5 more weeks to My Chalet!!

Wow im a bz man lols...

2009-02-21T19:43:00.000-08:00

Bought myself a new camara last weekend hahaha in future no nd to bring 2 hp out liao hahahaha!!!

Hmmm weekdays in camp was alright... i cant rmb much cos recently i donno y i hving stm lol i forget things very fast which is nt a gd sign.... Hmmm i only rmb Amos asked me to design our coy t-shirt and also few night back Arial and i were telling each other abt our life back out in cv so ya noe a lot abut him also lols.... Wat i can rmb the most was it Kok hao Bday on friday and Plt 1 ppl and i caught kok hao into the toilet and put camo cream on his whole body and also some very Xtrem stuff lols i cant stop laughting when i was there caughting kok leg he's dam strong lik a wild boar la lols...

Ysd

Was in JJ after tat S.H.E were hving some event at EPM so ya took a few pic of them lols... After tat as promise i went Kbox with the MoV's lols we really hv so much fun over there cos the way sherman sing is dam funny which make every laught lik there's no tml.. Hahahaha as usual i sing emo song lols .... After K'ing went down to the bball machine cos xj want to break some record over there bt i happen to saw someone and he really spoilt my day!!! I noe he didnt saw me bt the fact is i saw him and i wont forget wat he has done to make the me nw!!! After tat while waiting for kai parent to gv us a ride saw small brian. He grew up a lot unlike the small little boy i use to noe...

Ysd in my mind i was so hopping i can tel brian help me pass this msg to Leo-J

"Take good care of her she's a nice person, don make her sad"

bt in the end i didnt cos i guess he's a guy which will take gd care of her ba.....

See wat's Ah long and joel doing in kbox??

i was in 3rd floor when taking this pic lols

Recently i think im only bz wit planing my bday, also abt ROC planning, Asia tournament nd to plan also cos no ppl plan and i guess i'll play in this coming event so be prepared hahaha also suddenly ban list pop out so early n hv to think of new deck for future tournament lols lik so many things i nd to settle down b4 i gng to taiwan la hmmm abut 1 more mth to taiwan seriously cant wait to go there and see wheather the gals there are really tat chio ma hahahaha i rmb Idrian told me tis if chio we go ask for their msn lols -___- lll

2009-02-14T18:20:00.000-08:00

Another week over, recently i hv notice tat time past very very fast well i guess tis week is nt my week as my emotional control me a lot for the past few days bt lucky nth happen hahaha...

Monday - Rather bored and nth much to do + hving flu so rest a lot on tat day hahaha... Finally i scolded Zhi kai b4 he ORD!! muhahahaha

Tues - Dasen, Wee and many ppl ord on tat day so it our last day we catch up with each other well seriously happy wrking with u guys hahaha

Wed - Went to mess wit some of the guys well im drank again~~ Seriously i want to forget everything im to stress out lately cos there's too much things for me to settle and i guess i nd a long break to rest my mind down.... The reason y i was so drank tat night was the others were toking abt wat to buy for their gf in vday so i was so left out i keep drinking till i ko lols...

Thus - i cant really wake up bt i still hv COS duty so calvin help me cover for awhile thx man hahaha... Den the guys came down to office toking abt vday stuff again diao~~

Sat - Vday

See doctor for my fist den doctor said i cant do anymore punching if nt my fist will be smashed.... After tat as usual stuck in JJ hoping to noe nth abt outside cos today is the most emo day of all time... Everyone wanted to gv a gd dinner bt end up hv our dinner at kobayashi hahahah after tat we hv a brain storming session of wat to do for Black feather deck cos most of my guys want to play tat deck so ya it the first time we hv such things i think in future we'll hv more tis type of discussion so to improve everyone and also gd tat we can discuss everything tgt more ez..... Hv a feeling tat stardust buster is coming back bt i'll try to push it away cos i seriously don wan to falling into tat trap anymore....

Seriously i don gt it y feb 14 i always spent my nights alone?? Haiz felt so empty and lonely when ppl are discussing wat to buy for their gf and u're left out wanting to buy sth for someone bt don hv tat special 1 for u to gv... Haiz hope nxt yr well be a better yr ba~~ i start to miss sth which i hv lost....

2009-02-07T20:27:00.000-08:00

Ord loh~~

Well im nt the luck person who ORD bt for mono 11 they finally ORD le yea!! no nd to see them anymore (esp the 2 gays in my coy). Was bz tat day cos they nd me to sign their clearance form b4 they can ORD so i think i signed about 100 ++ form tat day lols i felt tat i was some super star of tat day lol.... =p

Tuesday, spent whole day moving and clearing up the armskote wit p3 ppl lol throw away a lot of stuff and the place look more bigger for nw hahaha hope the armskote man can keep their places clearn in future hahaha... Went nights-out with Alan, since nth much to do in camp so both of us head down to JP do some shopping for nxt week outfield wa dam sian there's still 2 stage 2 for this whole month....

Wed nth much happen Lt redwan ask me hw im gng to spend my V'day lols im nt so lucky lik them all got gf so im spending my nights alone maybe or might be gng out wit Mono 13 cos Kar liang ask me go his bday party hahaha bt also sian all bring gf along -____- ...

Thus nth much went nights-with Alan again lols bt he meeting his gf at first i told him i don wan to go cos i don wan to be lamp pole bt he still drag me out of camp.. His gf signing on air force 0.0 wa so suprise when she told me lols 3 of us chatting a lot in LJS tat night well she asked me find a gf soon la so i wont be so lonely everytime alone.. Aiya is nt i don wan well i also donno y i cant manage to find 1 =(

friday, went back hm early cos took half day off. Around evening time i went down to bugis well see see walk walk since nth much to do at hm also so jus go there walk around hahaha and had dinner wit Jia yin, kek and jar at swensens lol.... Den slack at mac for awhile den headed back hm again lols...

Sat, Iwasta-san told me he and Uncle Jimmy gng down to JJ ysd so i prepared to start battle spirit tournament alrd in the end Uncle Jimmy told me it was cancle diao~~ So ysd we didnt start any tournament lols.... After hving our dinner headed to white sand den after tat went to Kent hm slack and try my new angel deck lols.... Den around 2+ am we took a cab hm.

While walking towards the main road i notice tat kent hse was near the place where i asked for her time to listen to my explaination haiz time really run very fast tat was 2yrs ago and everything is still in my mind.... I may nt be gifted in many ways bt i think i hv achived a lot of things in my life.

Yes he can dance, break, own in dota, swim, run, play bbal, gd in tkd, and very hard wrking in studys. Wat abut me??? I think i can do a lot of things better den him.

Lik??
+ I start of with nth and nw become head judge...
+ I had no 1 standing at my line b4 i start MoV bt nw i had started my own team...
+ who cant run lols ask him go run AHM 24Km la see he can run a not lols
+ I hv my own forum
+ who cant swim sia lols
+ does helilborn and airborn counts??
+ His tkd gd?? hmm i dan 3 also didnt say anything -__-
- play bbal ok im suck at sport lols...
+ hard wrking maybe he's strong in tis point bt my gpa was 4/4 in NTC does tat counted im smart??

I don gt it y am i start to compare such stuff again?? nvm so long u're happy den gd for u loh wat else can i say right...

Recently hv been reading this book called " The little book of BIG DECISIONS" well it a nice book wit a lot of quote inside it im still reading it and i guess this is my first book tat i really go read (i hardly read any books other den magazines)... I think i shd pick up the habits of reading books soon....

choice of attention... is ton the inner life wat choice of actin is to the outer. in both cases, A MAN IS RESPONSIBLE FOR HIS CHOICE AND MUST ACCEPT THE CONSEQUENCES, WATEVER THEY MAY BE - W.H.Auden

ship in a harbour are safe, bt tat is nt wat ship are built for

only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly.

u don gt to choose hw u're gng to die. or when. u can only decide hw u're gng to live "nw"

when 1 door is closes, another opens. bt we often look so long and regretfully upon the closed door tat we do nt see the 1 which has opened for us

life is a book and u are its author. u determine its plot and pace and you only you - turn its pages

Haiz tats for nw if i see anymore i'll write it down lols....

2009-01-31T13:27:00.000-08:00

this gona be a long post as i hvn update my blog like 2 weeks alrd lols.... Well since im nt gng anywhere so ya gona spent my time here den =p

18/1/09

Headed to Bugis do some last min shopping for Cny meet Kent and ah long cos ah long want to buy Long sleeve polo t lols.... (is long sleeve shirt bt he called it wrongly) after tat go back camp

19/1- 22/1 /09

Field camp week... Was so worn out after our out field and thus i book out le well saw my old CMS he posting out soon haiz everyone were so sad tat he's gng to leave us and go OCS well all the best in OCS sir we'll miss u and hope u like the present i gv u =) Most importantly is must stay in contact ar~~ Lets go fishing sometime lols....

23/1 /09

Met the noobs at parkway at first wanted to ton at ECP bt in the end change of plans lols....

And broke some game record in time zone lols...

U're sleeping so sweetly and soundly

24/1/09

Normal usual saturday nth much different.... i guess this is the first time we gng out as a big group to city area chill lols... We went to the ang bao river thing to watch some random stuff there lols...

25/1/09 sunday

Had Reunion dinner at hm well dad is nt in sg tis yr so nt much ppl for dinner so we hv steamboat at hm den lols... Sis asked me go kbox wit her frens nia i rather stay at hm watch tv and do my Battle spirit translation lols~~

26/1/09 monday

Happy cny.... i guess this yr econ nt gd ang bao gtting smaller lols bt this yr i gave my grandmotherr ang bao and she seems to be very happy gtting my very big Ang Bao lols.... Went visiting first was my grandmother cousin hse, Hahaha hw come all my relative there toking abut signing on sia??? I told them i wont lols... Nxt was my japan gu gu hse she's nt at hm again bt her frenly sister and mum were there also chated wit them for awhile... And everyone seems lik asking the same qus y i nv bring gf up their hse de lols and my reply was nwadays gals very hard to woo cos when u wan to be serious with them they tot u only play play and nw gals always look for ppl who they think hv feeling, looks gt money lols no use liao~~ lols for my sis is they kept asking when she gtting married cos my sis bf and her is lik very long le y still hvn married ok la tats was wat i thinkin also y hvn lols...

Nxt to stop~~ My grandfather brother hse~~ He look more and more lik my grandfather lols...

OMG JIA JIA!!!she's gtting more and more pretty seriously whenever i saw her it really make me rmb her sia also chat up wit her for awhile wat i can say is too bad we're cousins + same age lols...... And i gamble at their hse and i won $+++ lols i think only kek noe hw much i won cos after a few game i went down to Tm meet kek for movies... Red cliff 2 nice movie i can say~~

27/1/09 tuesday

Was waiting for the 3 huis - Hui hui, hui li and Hui chuan to come up lols and played a few game of black jack den headed down to MRT cos meeting kek and send him back to tekong hahaha.... Fated saw Jia yin lols so both of us went there tgt lols... Den hv dinner wih kek after tat slacked for awhile den after kek fall in both me and jia yin headed different way back hm lols....

hmmm i hope i didnt saw tat someone for being so random tat night =) lols

Impossible = Im possible time will tell lols... bt i jus don want to push things too hard for the both of us so i guess i'll think of wat u told me =p

28/1/09

Hmmm drove down to city since my dad nt around so can use car lols.... meet mark peng, Da sen, idrain, dainel + all their gf well im the odd 1 out again~~ watch red cliff and i happen to fall asleep in during the movie cos im too tired le i hv been burning midnight oil jus to translate all the japanese txt of battle spirit effect to eng lols.... And hv our dinner in a japan pasata shop cant rmb wat name was it le.... And happen to saw 2IC, care bear = Wee wee, zhi kai and Si jie also lols... After the movie most of them went hm bt i went to watch wedding game alone.... Haiz seriously hw nice if u really hv someone always by ur side accompany u watch movies, go anywhere else most importantly to love them too hmmm.... i guess i don hv the luck yt as dragon tis yr is dam suay ~~ Ok let nt tok abt tat i cant believe tat im so heng tat night cos i saw judy with her fren watching the same movie lols.... she was so shock when i told her im alone tat night lols.... After tat drove her hm and she asked me a lot of qus abut me and her well i guess both of us really over since nw she's leading wit a happier life...

i also wan to congrz them for being tgt for a month alrd.... Do keep it up =) And Leo j u did a great job of tc gd care of her i guess she hv found the right person alrd plz keep it up....

Thusday 29/01/09

Hmmm today footstep finally slower down le went down to some country club to see their chalet package ok la all around the same den after tat head down to JJ and slack ya i guess tats all for tat day lols..... Im glad to noe a few korean boy and i made frm wit them lols...

Friday 30/01/09

Went down to JJ teach ppl play battle spirit den after tat headed to Tm find xp cos he buying keyboard nt for com de lols... Joel asked me to learn maybe nxt yr la tis yr so many things nd to settle down...

Ysd 31/1/09

Same things always happen on sat so after tournament ahead down to Tm watch "Love matters" nw i understand y its NC 16. Bt with the help of all the big brothers, Qing wen gf manage to sneak in and watch the movie -___-lll i noe we shd nt do tat bt wat to do lols....

JENNIFER AND BRYAN LOL....

Hey Jennifer in future if u happen to come back sg i saw u this movie lols....

I had a dream last night and it still in my head. How i wish the dream were real and i can nv watch up frm my dream haiz~~ no wander today i 11++ am den i wake up lols...

K la tats all for the week nxt week den update more stuff bt i guess nth much to update cos i don hv any outfield nxt week hahaha....

2009-01-18T09:37:00.000-08:00

Was spending most of my time outfield last week cos we hving outfield. Well nth much to tok abut it lik the same old outfield, as usual bt tis time round we bought a monopoly to play hahaha XD can u imagine playing monopoly during outfield with no light bt using mood light lols and also enjoying looking at the stars up the sky during outfield is another thing which we can do to kill time. No doubt the stars of tat few nights were very bright and well nice too lols and after a few game of monopoly as usual we sitted down and chat abut life again with a lot of ppl tis time round and well many of us were toking abt the same topic r/s again... And it my first time seeing shen hao cried cos his gf and him hving some problem chill ya...

When we reach camp it alrd thusday... Doing abit of unpacking cos nxt week there's another outfield. toking abt cny i hvn event bought my cny clothes yt XD i think i'll go gt some later or maybe do last min shopping cos i hvn even buy my SHOES YET!!!

Ysd well it a usual sat bt happen tat it was qing wen gf bday so they celebrated in WOJJ den after tat i tested my lastes battle spirit purple deck with jeremy and kai IT' SO GAY!!!! till i out of control it lols... Den qing wen and us went different way as they go celebrate his gf bday at pasir ris bt while we are in JJ testing deck preparing for the nxt event lols...

I tot of playing back star dustbaster again haiz....

Some thoughts i hv during outfield sitting 1 side emoing....

i was asking myself, did i really put too much time and effort on trading card game and dont bother to find a partner anymore even i hv set a goal or i hv found alrd bt donno she's the right person in mind?? i hv been hurt very badly for the past few yrs and i seriously don wish to be hurt anymore. Sometime i really don understand wat's in ur mind and i guess u also donno wat im toking cos my qus seems to be so random and no link which i even donno y im asking u all tis.. i hope u wont mind me bring so random if u feel unez plz let me noe abut it i guess bec of the last incidence i start to be more careful with such things ba.... im sorry =)

i hope u'll be my last 1 if i really woo u lols... Well plz gt to noe me well b4 rejecting me cos i always kana reject due to stupid reason (kek shd noe tis well) lols and i don think u tots type of ppl who'll gv lame reason ba =p

My singapore flyers ticket still hvn use im wandering when can i go up wit tat person in mind but the flyer still break down -____-lll

And ysd i jus find out hw come MoV ppl start to fall into the trap of r/s ar?? Hw come i was away for a week and everyone start to emo or gng to hv a gf soon???

myabe in the future MoV will hv a cheerleader team i guess lols.... (made up of all the MoV players gf XD) if tat happen i wont mind u noe...

Company dnd is coming soon and we hv to wear no.1 for the dinner haiz i hvn even found a partner yt =( All my fren bringing their gf for the dnd bt who am i suppose to bring when i don even hv a partner?? Don feel lik gng bt my cms ask me go -___- cos he said go there chill and see see diao ya see all my fren dancing with their gf while i sit down there doing nth or dance with air???

K la tat's all for tis week~~ i guess nxt week there'll be more to update cos friday gng out wit jia yin and kek + all the noobs lols....

Some picture took on last week battle spirit tournament

2009-01-10T18:19:00.000-08:00

Camp was happening on tue (i went back on tue cos i take off XD) Mono 13 finally POP LOH!!!! I was with them on their last route march i can see they're happy tat they can finally pass out frm there and also joining the main body hahahaha.... Congrts mono 13 and welcome to main body!!

For wed i slept till lik 11++am den i wake up cos mono 13 POP lik around midnight 3++am lols... den after hving my lunch finally after 3 weeks of nv go gym i sweat lik a cow lols... Thusday was happening also the whole coy was bz preparing outfield stuff for nxt week lol and there's a night out bt i went out earlier cos i meeting kek, Jia yin, jar and jw at bugis for kek last dinner as he gng NS on friday hahahaha hv fun tat night kek tc ya and wat i told u is true esp the "Now a boy, tomrrow a men, future a commander" tats is wat im nw LOL!!. After meeting them lik for 3hrs i went all the way back to camp again.... Friday everyone start their wrk again well nth much also preparing stuff for outfield and there was a meeting for the outfield after book when out with mono 13 to celebrate their pop seriously i had fun with them tat night and chen han drove us around lols....

Same usual sat nth much change~~ I was wandering im i putting too much time and effort in trading card game??? Well maybe hahaha.... And when i reach hm im so shock!! Y?? my hse gt dog le lols... His name is call mocha ok i wont be around for a week to play with him =( bt he's cute lols....

Oya sth to specially update i wont be around on march 20 till April 8 cos i'll be gng to taiwan for ex Starlight muhahahaha~~~~ im so glad tat i can go i guess it'll be fun gng there hahaha

K la update more nxt week hahaha

2009-01-03T20:54:00.000-08:00

3 weeks of holiday finally come to an end well gng back later tonight.... Sian gng back to hell of shoutting and scolding again... Bt i guess 3 weeks of holiday is more den enough hahaha see after 3 weeks of holiday im halfway broke alrd hahaha bt well once awhile still alright la =p

Bt im glad tat the team is putting effort in battle spirit cos within a week ppl who're take care of battle spirit noe hw it really wrk bt all thx to jeremy by translating all the jap to english we understand the game even more so nw we're ready for battle spirit hahaha yea we're the first clan to start it lols XD

Nth much for ysd was figuring out wat jeremy told us den after tat nth much took a lame video
enjoy =)

2009-01-01T20:45:00.000-08:00

1/1/09

when i reach hm mum ask me when can i take leave i told her anytime den i asked her y?? she told me my youngest aunt is gtting married and she is pregnant den i say gd ar congrtz her bt my mum told me she MIA ever since x'mas eve till nw bt few of my uncle in indonesian noe her location alrd bt my grandmother is worried.

i ask my mum y she mia well reason is my grandmother disagree with the marriage so tis coming cny i guess i wont be in sg cos i nd to fly back there see my grandmother as wat i heard frm my mum she want to see me so ya if possible i'll fly there once my stuff is settle down....

I didnt sleep for the whole afternoon hahaha kek sms us and said meeting might be cancel bt in the end we still meet up for dinner hahaha.... Saw Si jie at Ppw she called me and im lik huh o hi =) hvn saw her for sometime too lols... Had our dinner at Aijisan hahaha hvn been there for lik yr?? den after tat slack at the playground across den went to play 1 hr of pool (hand start to hurt cos i played mt lols) den slack at mac for awhile den headed back hm and dad came into my room and told me he gv me a suprise tat he well gng to support me opening my own shop in the future well ok la his support nt moral bt more pratical de hahahaha... thx dad after ORD den say ba lols....

new year resolution

- Seriously gt over everything and start anew. (improving)

- Find myself a serious gf b4 my 21th bday. well i do hope the gal i gg to woo in the future can really consider me b4 saying no if seriously there's no feeling den don judge by feeling cos feeling is fake =x wat happen if in future no more feeling den wat the point of gtting tgt at the begining rit feeling can slowly gain de hahaha...

- MoV gtting bigger and also stronger. I also donno y i setup funds for MoV maybe if they did well gving them rewards is needed =) and i also donno y i taking over gundam war and battle spirit bt if it really can make MoV a bigger clan den i wont mind hahaha (im only worried tat i wont hv the time)

- Take my TKD black belt dan 4 test hope i gt time for it la hahaha....

2009-01-01T19:26:00.001-08:00

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It's the last day of the yr well celebrated my most improtant days with all my gd frens around.... Headed down to bugis meet Jia yin, kek, mar, jar and jw watch the last show of the yr and tats Ip man. Well the show is kindof too over already as he 1 men vs 10 men i don think tat can really happen event if u're tkd black belt dan 5 (im dan 3 only =p) After the movie meet val and long den we walk to bras basah cos jia yin dad said we can go up there watch firewrk so we took a lift and went up 24 storys a lot of ppl were there alrd hahaha... The place is nice huh can see the city bulidings....

MUST THX ME IF NT U WONT HV SUCH A NICE PIC U O ME 1 VAL LOLS

The firewrks!!

After the fire wrk we walk the down frm 24 to 1st ok la nt really tat tiring in fact it fun.... Den slack at the mac beside waiting for jar dad to drive us to jw hse.....

After reaching jw hse everyone were hungry so we ordered our first meal of 2009 "Mac" and watch meet the spaten bt the disk hving some problem so we play the rock band game and seriously im sux in this type of game hahahaha.... After we hv our mac im lik so sleepy donno y just felt asleep and they're watching some gamble show den the nxt movie was THE FORBIDDEN KINGDOM wow jacky chan and jet lee my fav i guess i woke up bt they didnt notice im watching tat show too... After the movie and packing the area for jw we went to hv our breakfast at some wantan stall den we headed back hm..... we plan to go out during afternoon for pool.... linked story to 1/1/09 so tats hw i spent my time on eve and new year hahaha....

30.12.08

Wow 1 more days to end the yr well even it nt a smooth yr bt just forget everything and move on =)

today headed down to Uncle Jimmy Office and both of us were discussing when the nxt big tournament and also disucssing wat and hw we start gundam war and battle spirit tournament in future... (in another words MoV will be more bz cos we hv other card games lik gundam war and battle spirit gng to take care of) Not only tat im also coming out some funds to make MoV a team with funds and will empoly real judges and star player bt for nw everything is under negotiation and planning.... After tat headed down to JJ met kent he said he nd some training so went down train with him for awhile den ben came down and learn Battle spirit after tat i went to suntec meet my parent and hv dinner with them bought dad a new hp tat day too =p

Yea finally i gt my platinum card muhahahaha.....

2008-12-29T07:50:00.000-08:00

im feeling better nw thx everyone for gving me so support when im on my very down mood and i'll try to find back my confidents slowly and move on and grow more stronger....

Frens around Plz in the future don mention Ang Yuling this name to me anymore as i really want to forget her and move on my life well i saw wat u wrote on ur blog i seriously think u're a bitch

Friday went down to Lyn tkd studio till the nxt morning and i broke her big mirror cos i punch on it instead of punching on the sandbag hahaha im so sry gal i don mind it =p Sat went out with MoV with my injured hand watched Yes Man with them hmmm ok la chill myself abit....
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Sunday went down to ECP swiming as im trying to find back my confident, i jump into the sea and swim don be suprise im just being crazy cos i trying to claim myself down and think properly and ppl over there tot i want to zhi sa come on i pass my life guard course i wont drown so ez den after tat met joel and the others at CDL....
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Well i guess after today onwards i wont mention anything abut u as i seriously wan to move on... i went down tp pass her present i told her if u want keep it dont wan throw it away and finally ya u listen to me for once by throwing the present away... Fine den we're over..... im suprise tat u dont rmb me well ok at least its a gd start for u

i hv wasted my time on u well nvm at least i learn my lesson nv wait for a gal stupidly..... I jus find tat u're someone donno hw to appricate things after all.... .
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A msg to u:
I noe u hated me for wat i hv done well wat i can say is nth much bt Im sorry once again to hurt u bt seriously for tis 4yrs i hv been hurt too... I sincerely hope u can last long with ur current bf and do take gd care of urself too... ya im a nobody to say tis bt i jus want hope to see the healthy u tats all. Thx for all the memories i'll rmb tis deep in my heart. 4yrs of dragging here and there will end here....
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Since new year coming i want to start anew for everything.... New goals and aims well once i think abut it den say again ba....

Today will be the last day my tears fall for u

2008-12-26T07:05:00.000-08:00

she's really attached....

And im too late so late...

Im so lost in my world nw donno wat i shd do and hw i gng to move on.. all i hv in my mind nw is i hv lost the game and im out also she is with someone else....

i hv lost everything - my 4yrs of waiting, my will, my effort, my confident, my determination, my faith, my destiny, my commitment, my goal and soul. nw all i hv is sadness with endless sorrows deeply in me and a empty body without soul knowing nth (im a zombie master)

I want to wake up frm tis nightmare nw, im trying to fight back the demons bt i falling deeper and deeper hoplessly without help.... Im hopless, useless and worthless.... Im no longer the me i use to be as i cant find back the me....

wat shd i do??

Thx fren around for cheering me up bt i seriously cant find back the full of confident and determination Bryan tew Qi sen anymore im really lost in my way out.... im lik in a dark forest walking towards nowhere.... My goals were smashing in to pieces turning into sand and blown away by the strong winds and i could'nt even save or protect it

i hv no goals and aim in my life anymore... im usless nw

...

Shining Eulene is no longer shining at my side.

The star has turn into dust making me lose my way out

My Stardust is remove and no longer can return to save me

My plasma were dead as it's too weak to fight back..

My destiny draw was a weak draw as i don hv any thing which could save me

Overall i hv lost the game of fate

and i hv lost to Misunderstanding and Destiny

2008-12-26T05:54:00.000-08:00

some pic on x'mas eve.... seriously im nt in a mood of updating wat happen tat night bt i can say i hv fun tat night

2008-12-26T01:34:00.000-08:00

it's 4.19am and boxing day nw and i felt there a punch hv just come straight towards my face and im lost in words nw....... My guess was right u went out with leo-J on eve i donno for my frens around did u guys notices i tried to enjoy myself on eve??

When someone asked me to see ur profile i saw 3 words which make me stun "In a R/s" does tat means u accpt him?? Honestly, I felt so useless after i saw the 3 words, for 4yrs wat i hv done for 4yrs suddenly mean worthless even to myself and i felt myself falling down frm the most hightest peck of the mountian down straight to hell even the feeling is always been there bt the impact of tis fall is the greater den all pain i ever have...... Seriously i donno wat hv i done wrong to gtting all tis bt i noe we're gtting more and more apart and it's too late for everything and seriously i dont want to miss a single thing abut u cos Miss Ang I really Love u....
Sincere to u is stalking?? Den wat is sincere??

Trying to explain bt u runaway??

Misunderstand turn worst??

wat else can i do??

jennifer told me sth since i hv learnt to love her and nw she's with someone else i shd learn to let go... Loving u is wat i've learned which is so easily to pick up bt i nd to learn the last thing which i could possibley learn which is forgetting u and letting u go which i tried hard bt i cant.......

can someone really tel me wat shd i do??

my soul is no longer with me where did my soul go??

Destiny let us noe each other bt we're fated to be apart due to misunderstanding

2008-12-23T06:56:00.000-08:00

i bet kek is glad to gt his first pay frm me hahaha.... Kek did u notice tat i on sunday i didnt mention anything abt her bt today i did bt nt really a lot?? hahaha

Anyway today went out with kek meet up with him at Cityhall and hv pizza for lunch while eating i tel him abt hw i gng to make money and make MoV grow... den walk around at first wanted to watch movie bt nv hahaha den headed down to town shop around nth much to buy also la bt i was shopping around just to find a wrapping paper to wrap the present which i wanted to gv her den after tat both of us went back hm.... Tml is gng to be so fun with so many ppl gng out tgt muhahaha!!!

O ya was chatting with hui fen jus nw and she tel me tat wei ying is gtting married O_O so happy for her hahaha same time envy too in the end edmel and me gt nth hahaha (O tats was when we're so so young and donno anything yt =x ) Bt still im happy for anson and her all the best hope u guys can pop out a baby soon so u guys can gt baby bounces nxt yr hahaha....

well nth much to update le jus hope santa will gv me a thing i wish for hahaha k la i go fix my car le if nt 25th gt no car for race den jia lat liao lols...

She's back

bt i guess she'll spent her night with the chosen 1 tml which is nt me~~

2008-12-22T05:58:00.000-08:00

Tag team tournament 2008

Seriously i gt nth much to say abut the tournament cos i took a lot of pic so ya lik wat ppl say a pic can speak more den 100 words so nth much for me to say so much bt i can say im suay ysd!!!

Prizes
Our "HEAD JUDGE" YSD

Start working guys

Wandering where's sherman looking?? pretty gals?? lols

Ah long--->

Random ppl doing trading over there

Diao 2 of them donno y laying on the floor?? gaying =x maybe u guys shd think abut it urself lol

Round 1 start !!

Alex yeo

Kai--->

Round 2 startoooooo

Frm the back was kent - Ye siang den me

The Pinky peter - qing wen - banana aka xiang jie

Top 8...

Everyone were so tired~~ shd gt the pic of daniel sleeping lols....

im so tired too i slep for the whole day jus nw lol... Well i gt nth much to comment abt tis tournament bt wat i would lik to say is MoV u made me proud.... Out of 39 team and we hv send 9 team out so is out of 30 team 5 team were in top 16 3 team went into top 8 which is a very gd result to me.... Well i guess nxt yr Asia tournament onward i'll be playing since im trying to train more judges nw so by tat time shd'nt hv shortage of judges and i don think i can find any more excuese to nt join any tournament ba... FINALLY AFTER SO LONG I CAN PLAY LIAO!!See me nxt yr ba muhahahaha~~

2008-12-20T05:26:00.000-08:00

im lost where to start hahaha im have been so bz with the tag team tournament stuff bt nvm

lets tok abut wat happen tis few days.....

Thusday if im nt mistaken went down to JJ celebrate Xiang Jie bday... well nth much to say cos i took a video and also few pics.... Headed back hm bt suddenly alan called me ask me go down his shop for awhile as he gt some important stuff to tel me diao i tot wat he ask me to join their racing team and help them with the upcoming race in their shop and some race outside i tot wat important stuff hang around at his shop till 10pm++ den after tat ah long, joel and xp came up my hse to collect some cards as they said they want to hv some training bt in the end we ended up at a coffee shop near ah long hse hving supper hahaha....

tats Our cute little banana--->

Sherman lead us singing him a bday song hahahahaha!!!

Friday
went down to Alan shop to do some modification on my car cos there's a race on x'mas bt im nt sure im joining a not... after tat to Hg there to find some cards den went down to Simei sakai sushi hv dinner tis is the first time i ask the staff call their manager in a sakai sushi and seriously their service really cmi i was there 15mins and no ppl come to me and ask me wat i want and i called them bt they take me as if im nt tat wa~~ cant stand them so i complain hahaha...

Sat

bring few of the MoV ppl to SMU to set up the tournament area hahaha finally doing some workout if nt kept on eating and doing nth went gng back to camp 2weeks later will suffer again lols.... den after setting up went down to JJ hv meeting with the guys.... Im quite pissed tat day cos many ppl gv me last minute notice and i hv to play on the tag team tournament without enough cards and donno wat to play everything is lik so last min!!! Jugde not enough player last min backout ar~~~ gng MAD TAT NIGHT!!

2008-12-16T09:37:00.000-08:00

Hw i wish i can fly to korea nw to find u since i hving my block leave haiz... U're a very luck gal cos nw 2 guys missing u nw bt even i miss u would u even care?? I hv saw wat leo-j done for u and i can see u really appricated it a lot... Y cant i be him?? I hv nv been so jealous in my 20 yrs in life b4. I still don gt it y cant u gv me a chance to compiti wit leo-j i noe i'll lose tis game for sure bt at least i can tel myself tat i hv done wat i hv done the best and let me convice myself to gv up?? iszzit bec of our past which u hated me so much??

I really really tried my best for the past 4yrs askin for a chance... My sinceretly hv made u think tat im stalking u and u said u hv given a chance b4 bt i didnt know it at all?? Wat can i do to make u gv me a chance?? I still very pizzed cos i donno hw am i gng to pass u the x'mas present and in my mind nw im thinking "Will u even accpt"??

im very lost nw and seems lik no ppl understand hw i felt at tis moment of time... i tried to talk to someone bt haiz... I don gt it i help so many ppl in their r/s problem bt when i face problem y no ppl offer me a help?? who can i really turn to??

Wo ai de ren bu si wo de ai ren tat de xing li mei yi chun duo shu yu ling yi ger ren....

2008-12-14T09:08:00.000-08:00

i fall sick tis week~~ And i came back home on sat~~ Sian...

First few days of week i went out field with the training wings as they hv their last ex Submix.... there is a guy hving high fever around 39.1 d in the mid of the training so Jeffery called Oc to ask permission to send the guy to medical center bt Oc rejected and say contiue wtf!! Den after tat Jeffery cant stand Oc decision so in the end he send him to medical center without following the order Wooo brave woohu~~~ Den came back frm ex went night out with Alan at first we tot of gng Jp bt very sian kept gng same shopping and is lik nth much there also so we headed down to IMM instead hahaha ok la dint buy anything but i brought a present for someone tis x'mas bt donno will tat someone accpt the gift??

Friday was our life firing ex ok la i miss a few shot in night bt i still gt marksman lol.... my result is 34/36 so far so gd la amos and a few ppl reshoot hahaha =x .... At first i was wandering hw's the ninja van will look lik cos they told me the van sell a lot of snacks and food =p

When the ninja van came everyone dash to there lik the van gving away money lik tat den i saw the van i WAA~~~~ so many things ar cos everyone was hungry even there's out ration for us we dint eat cos the out ration is alrd cold and eeeeeee don feel lik eating out ration hahaha...

Shen hao was emoing and he came to me chatting wit me ya he told me his problem Hey buddy u shd noe u're cool man don think so much of wat ppl think of u k hv confident den he was asking me abut me and 02 problem well wat can i say?? After tat we went back to camp i only noe went i reach my bed it was around 2am +++ and i hvn even shower yt~~~

Sat early in the morning 6+ hv breakfast den zooooom~~~ to the range again lols everyone were lik zombies lols... And after clearining our arms we book out around 5pm bt the fact is Oc promise us he'll let us go at 1pm.... Oc really f up.... but wat can we do bt just take it?? HAiz sian hv to go back later den nxt week is my block leave!! yea~~~ Den darren drove me to simei and hv dinner with the MoV ppl den play deck for awhile they no place to go i went back hm sleep~~ hahaha.... Well tats all for tis week later i gng to the race at downtown so most likely will update nxt week again =p

The X'mas present it's a limited edition version ok i dint even noe such things got limited edition too hahaha.... hmmm And tis cost me a bomb

I donno who will the prince for the future bt now i noe for sure is him... I jus want to give u this x'mas present if u want to throw, give it away is up to u bt don return me cos when i give someone things i don lik the things to end up with me again first i donno where to keep and second i don wan to hv memories.... Haiz hw i wish the prince was'nt him bt me but i bet u wont think tat way either.... Seriously ever since the day we hv tis misunderstanding un u tired of all tis hates and unforgiveable things i hv done which u meantion?? I just hope everything will go well tis time round im nt askin for anything bt jus hope someday somehow we will at least end up being frens tats the least i asking for....

Cos i really wish u can come to my 21th bday nxt yr and join the party.... Enjoy urself gng out wit him today i bet he will be gving u a lot of suprises and fun not to forget bon voyage on ur korea trip do take care lots over there

X'mas is a day of forgiving and gving seriously i hope u can forgive me for wat i hv done and gv me another chance to prove to u tat i can do a better job den him....

Trust me i can and i can

2008-12-07T18:06:00.000-08:00

1/12

The very start of the month

Headed down to tp find joel and saw 02 in the canteen he look more cheerful nw... haiz everytime i saw u my mind is thinking iszzit so hard for u to gv me a second chance?? we're so close and yet so far....

Hw i wish i was him... at least he is waiting for an ans den waiting for nth... Haiz x'mas is coming well tis yr im gng to spent my x'mas with my fren again nth saying spending with frens are nt gd or fun bt jus felt lacking of sth.... I want to buy a x'mas gift for my gf bt i don seems to lik hv 1 for the past few yrs alrd?? im sick of being lonely and doing anything spending special event just alone i nd someone who care for me as much as i care for her too... Haiz i think he'll be the most happiers guy cos he can spent his night with u since he love u as much as me =(

neelue i really love u

3/12

Wed nights went out wit edwin to hv dinner and also to buy rat trap!! The trap is lik some jelly thing in the mid of the plate and if the rat happen to step into the jelly thing they'll stuck there and cant gt out since the rat is really making the hell lot of us cant sleep well in night so we hv to us the trap to catch them muhahaha~~~ Tat night me and boon siong stay awake till 2am++ to catch them and we manage to catch 2 of them muhahahaha~~ 2more to go ~~

4/12

Thus morning no ppl wanted to dispose the rat which is stuck in the trap lol i kana sai kang again lols i took all the way down and show vincent and jeng yi to disturb them hahaha after our breakfast had special lesson with Cms cos he teaching few of us the best way to gt our 36/36 marksmanship lols.... i only rmb i shooted 29/32 last time so still nt prefect shot bt still marksman hahaha

5/12

friday evening after my book out i went down to bugis cos meet kek over there bt shopped there for awhile den is lik there is nth to shop cos i nd to buy sth for CSM cos he's posting out nxt yr so called kek and we meet in town instead... Hv dinner at cin den shopped awhile den Long and val came meet us so we headed down to Ps to shop for awhile.... Since i cant find any thing which look lik HMG so i bougth a jeep instead den do some changes lols....

Yea~ 365days to go and im nw offically 1yr in army! hahahaha accutally tats is nth to happy for

-__-lll

The gift for CSM...

6/12
Sat went CDL to support my players... Contrgz to my gd Jeff for winning another event again XD After the tournament we headed down to CS to watch bolt. Who says uper hero nd super power?? Well after watching tis movie seriously i felt tat dogs are really human best fren bt too bad they cant tok tats all lols... im toking craps.... nvm =x After tat we hv supper near long hse again... Ngiel im so sry tat i cant join u guys for the party i promise i'll make it up for u guys k and thx for inviting me to ur hse =p

Ysd

David bought his dog up cos the dog nails and hair were too long so he's bring the dog for some treatment lols nw a days dogs hv a better lifestyle den a human being~~ So he drove me down to simei and we hv some training session ya... A gd news is there might be a new player joining MoV which i find him ok la nt bad bt donno him well tats all.... XD don ask me is who i wont said till the day he reall decare tat he's a MoV player... =p

Some random pic which uncle alan send me while he was in japan playing 4WD lols

The right hand last guy is him

The track...

His car

2008-11-30T07:37:00.000-08:00

Im so suay past few days!! first my bunk was being attack by the rats!!! and the rat hided and went into my locker and my cookies were kana attack too =( and most suay part is i cant sleep cos they rats are running round in my bunk... Sam and i wake up around 2am wanting to chase them away + suay part is im hving cos duty on the nxt day and i totally dint sleep!!
When i was on duty on thusday Zk and Raynor was doing so stuff for Oc bec he's leaving and tat day i dint sleep again cos they were in the office doing their things till the nxt morning....

On the farewell party for Oc everyone were lik so sad well to me he's a kind person maybe bec he hvn scold me b4 hahaha of cos nt bec of tis la bt he always take care of us... Den i very suay again i cant book out cos training wing hvn come back argh!!! And i book out around 9+ wit calvin doing the key register book stuff and cab back with him....

Ysd went to CDL for their tournament gt into top 4 used some new deck and i hv name it Shining Eul--- hahaha... Hang around at mac with long, joel and xp till 2am+++ den i stay awake thinking abut some stuff till around 5am den i fall asleep... den jus nw cab down to kovan cos they're hving their tournament so went all the way down and be judge O_o sian diao sia~~ After tat cab back with kent to 201 join the others again lols.... Den after tat we had our dinner at cafe cartel hvn been there for sometime alrd hahaha den after tat went to the parsamalam played bumper car and some shooting game stuff hahaha....

i started to be emo ever since few days back(since i saw so much things he hv done for u and seems lik u 2 really enjoying urself).... I really really wanted to tel u hw much i really love u bt i guess u hv alrd set up ur mind who u wan to be with so i guess no matter wat i hv said wont change ur mind no matter hw many time i tel u hw much i love u bt i guess he won ur heart and again i failed.... Bt i do hope u can really gv me a chance i can prove to u tat im a better person den no matter who he is jus 1 chance is enough....

2008-11-22T10:35:00.000-08:00

Well there's nth much happen recently in camp.... nxt week is the training wing soft sand ex donno hw much they can stand it bt once after their training i'll be free!!! But for the time being well i wont be free till they pass out our course which will be end of dec.... Plan outting for HQ and also our own clich outtings will be gng sentosa on the 22 dec since everyone hving their block leave so shd'nt be a problem for them to go hahaha i bet we'll hv tons of fun on tat day..... Calvin gv me a kola bear which he bought frm Aus thx calv lik it very much hahaha....

Pic tat taken b4 they fly to wallaby

Anyway ysd had dinner wit kek, jar, mar and jia wei at parkway... It's the second time i been there for nt more den a week hahaha..... bt ysd hv fun wit the guys esp the time when we're hvin dinner....

TODAY IM JEALOUS WIT SO MANY THINGS

Met andrew cos i nd to collect my new specs again i noe y u guys kept asking hw come i keep fixing new specs right cos i collect specs hahaha.... wen me and andrew on our way to ps i saw Zr and sky on their way to watch movie... (Yes im very jealous and envy) Andrew ask me y i look so jealous?? Zr dint notice me till i called her~~

After tat went to SMU cos we hving a meeting abut the up coming tournament den after the meeting uncle Jimmy drove me down to bugis. While i was walking around paco i happen to see vincent alone.... So i went up to him and scare him hahaha... He told me he was doing some shopping cos he nd to gt a shirt for his cousin wedding bt donno wat suit him and also walking around to buy present for her gf cos of their 1yrs Ann (envy hw come ppl hv i don hv??) wow he is buy a camera for his gf wat a nice bf hahaha and i adviced him on wat to wear for wedding and stuff... After tat meet val and went down 201 for tournament... nw im at hm, happen to see Ms Ang and J___ took some pic tgt ok la (i gt even more jealous nw k.... )

can someone tel me when will i really find a stable gf?? Im jealous cos i happen to see things which i don wish to see and it happen twice in a day!! Y can i woo someone peacefully and without ppl compiting wit me or hving so much problem?? I noe i'll lose in the battle of love bt frankly speaking i did try my best to love someone bt seriously nw a days gals really mind looks den other things...

2008-11-17T17:48:00.000-08:00

They're back finally got to see them again bt tis time round i don think they're doing fine hahaha cos amos gt foot rot and nigel toe nails almost drop out Ouch~~ Thusday i gt off pass and wanted to rush down and find her bt in the end i dint... Friday after book out i went to simei to hv my dinner with bird and joel den aftert the dinner we hv another discussion seisson again hahaha....

Sat
All of us were training in simei cos very 1 lik very sian gng to down 201... we hv dinner at Tm and happen to see evon with her mum hahaha went up and say hi to them i cant believe her mum still rmb me and chat wit me hahaha.... im so suprise... after tat all of us meet up and watch madagascar 2 well nth much to say abut tis show bt stupid and lame hahaha....

Sun all of us chiong down to 201 for the tournament "FINALLY" someone got into their semi final...

Ysd went parkway with Zr seriously i enjoy my day wit u esp at the park when we really talk take out our heart and talk hahaha and i promise u i wont tel any1 wat happen ysd hahaha =) and i happen to saw mr Joel there hahahah??? and i happen to saw nico also hahaha...

i shall nt let my emotion run my mind anymore.... i guess recently because of my emotion my mood is gng up and down and i cant think using my brain. I shd stop and think b4 i don anything!!

2008-11-10T06:54:00.000-08:00

Haiz... went down tp find 02 and it was raining very heavily bt in my mind i was thinking no storm or rain will ever stop me frm finding her, end up i was all wet frm head to toe it looks lik i have just shower with my clothing on... met Joel and was hanging around buz block and when we're on the way to cheers some drinks, Joel told me she was infront of us walking towards our direction. Since she's walking towards our direction my mind was saying jus walk pass her and take it nth had happen and act as if i dint saw her bt still i cant stop myself bt to look at her....

Den after we brought our things we went to meet xiang jie. And again we walked towards cheer to meet sherman and saw her again with a stalk of sunflower, at the very begining b4 i went down to tp find her joel hv alrdy told me someone give her a stalk of sunflower... In my mind i seriously dint tot abut who gv her the stalk of flower bt i was wandering hv she saw me walking pass her?? After tat we went off hv our lunch and i happen to see someone which i dint espected i'll see and tats J--- the guy who's wooing 02 nw. He already proposed to 02 i guess my appeares ysd was too late to stop everything frm happening.... When i saw her sitting beside shawn i was so jealous seriously im so jealous i hv nv ever felt jealous b4 nw finally i hv a taste of it....

I guess she hv change a lot frm her looKs i noe she's happy with her life nw and i shd nt be pesting her anymore... i noe u wan me to go away bt plz don pick any cow or dogs which u don lik to be ur bf i wan u to be happy seriously... i noe i hv no rights to say tis bt if u're mad wit me so be it i jus don wan u to be unhappy and sad.... I hv think for the whole night without sleeping. Seriosly i donno hw long i still can take tis bt i noe i shd nt hurt her anymore if she really pick J--- as his bf

Haiz...

The most sadness thing to know

Knowing someone u truely love loved someone else

......

Destiny and fate gaven me a chance to know u

misunderstanding was draging the destince apart

.....

2008-11-09T08:56:00.000-08:00

Was so so bz last week cos the training wing were hving their ex hardwall and i hv to stay outfield with them to become their enemy hahaha... And there's a part which they lean hw to catch pow bt i manage to escape frm the cell and run away and the tw keep looking for me hahahaha.... i guess tis week i really enjoy myself staying outfield wit the tw cos they really train very hard to fight jus to win us and i also enjoy tis few days with my main body fren edwin, jack and ci yuan cos we're the ironman enemy hahaha... Finally vicent, amos and my clich in camp is back!! lols... wander wat they gt for me =/

Sat is a sad day cos i was the cos bt lucky i gt the tw confines to accompany me hahaha well we hv a lot of chat in the office and also i help them prepare some stuff for their nxt training which is the crosswater hahaha frankly speaking it fun... And me and shen hao will be their ic life guard on tat day omg means i hv to go out field again.... haiz sian today 8am den reach hm den after tat went meet mov ppl at cdl for their tournament again haiz tournament is making me more and more sian~~ donno y bt jus lost interest in card game recently...

Some pic for last sat tournament....

2008-11-01T19:58:00.000-07:00

After the long weekends and saw the update in ur blog i was so upsad and i cant believe tat i hv went to the mess to drink and i was so drank for the past 3 days hopping tat i can really forget everything abt u bt it make me feel worst... Haiz anyway want to thx Edwin and Shen hao for bring me back to my bunk and also clear up the mess for me.....

Went out field with the training for their section battle course. Me, Edwin and also Ci yuan become the enemy to contact them hahaha whole plt was wipe out by us!! Can u imagine hw un-well train they're... I think they shd hv train harder in the future if nt when they come main body, they'll suffer a lot more... Friday i went out wit val, Long. bird, joel and their fren for dinner.. Den after the dinner we went to viodeck near our place to slack and plan wat to do haiz....

Ysd same things for every sat bt tis time round we dint hv tournament we go CDL for tournament. im glad tat my deck can make it hahaha... den after tournament all of us went to tm for our dinner ya den boon bring me down to istan to find Zi ting i was so shock to see her hahaha for so long i dint saw her and she reall change a lot i guess all of us are gtting more and more old hahaha....

k den tats all for the week, cant wait for 4 Nov cos amos and the others will be coming back wooO~~ and i sunday COS so i wont be updating =(

Last week tournament at CDL

Final me vs long lols...

2008-10-26T10:32:00.000-07:00

19/10
went to the airport and send them off to wallaby well so hopping tat i can go with them bt too bad i dint go... And noe few ppl lik nigel chindian gf ops forgot her name liao hahaha bt she's someone nice to chat with... everyone went there with their gf wandering nxt yr go taiwan will i hv a gf by tat time??

20-24/10
nth much happen on the weekdays i can say bt i went out wit jerome for dinner on tues during our nights out ya and recently i find tat i hv slim down cos everyday i go gym muhahaha~~ im very stressful and badly lag of sleep... Bt wat to do cant help it i hv to settle all big and small things in camp for 2 more weeks till amos and the others come back....

25/10
After the tournament went down to town to shop for some shirt cos i think the way i dress really cmi so i bought a shirt and change hahaha after tat meet Jia yin for dinner at ps... After dinner we headed to the bugis children arcde she toking abut bt too crowed so we dint play bt i did some shopping at topshop cos they hving sales hu~~ after sending her back i went back to tmp meet the guys at coffee shop and play deck...

TODAY 26/10
i guess today is my most unluck day ever.... Y i said tat first was the final race for my 4WD first round my car was running very fast and stable bt it was a foul run!!! Nvm try again happen den my car and the other 2 racer car fly tgt tats nt all we hv our 3rd try same think den 4th the judge say 1st car fly kana dq ok i try to run slow bt my car is gtting faster ok my car dint fly off frm the track bt gt stuck in the track so i kana dq.... Nxt me and wei han rush down to CDL for Ygo tournament i dint bring deck cos bird using my so ya bt i got 3rd jus nw i felt tat im skill of playing TCG is gtting weaker and weaker well it gd also at least i can find myself a reason to quite tis game....

wat hurts me the most today

i jus came out frm shower Joel called me tel me sth happen and he told me the whole thing abt u saying me in ur blog, after tat another joel called saying the same thing den more and more ppl called to tel me.... HEY MISS ANG WHEN HV U GVEN ME A CHANCE?? WHEN U SAID I SPOILT MY OWN CHANCES??? i dint even do anything to u at all bt u insist of me doing sth hurting and bad to u bt hv u ever spare a tots tat u hv hurt me deeply too?? I felt tat im lik a no body nw and im so lost at tis moment of time when i saw the msg i felt even worst...
7

i was wandering y i m so stupid to fall so deep for u for 4yrs and tears running down my face when im typing tis stupid things to update hw sad im right nw at tis late hr... i really donno wat bt i guess there's really no more ways to turn back everything anymore.... i also hope i can stop suffering frm all tis things.......

DON GV UP TO MUCH THINGS TO A GAL U REALLY LOVE BT DON APPRICATE ANYTHING WHICH U HV DONE FOR HER!!!

by. Lt Redwan.

True! no matter wat u hv done they'll still complain

R/S is all fake until the day both u and her step into the church and say "I DO"

by. Staff Johan.

nt really cos can hv a break up r/s wat

DONT BE TOO KIND TO A GAL COS THEY'LL TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED

by. CPT POH

i think tis is true enough

SAY NO TO GALS WHO TURN BACK TO U...

by. 1WO lee aka uncle lee lols

nt really la can be fren wat tats wat we told him hahaha

Seriously i slowly gt to understand tis which was told by my officer and my staff

2008-10-18T09:54:00.000-07:00

13-17 oct

Times are gtting more and more ties as the company gng overseas tml and im nt gng and i hv to pay for the fine.... was bz bz bz bz bz bz running up down left and right every single day gtting more and more stress for wrk + nt enough slep is the worst part... nw i even shout at the hq ppl wen they're nt even under me... WAT HAPPEN TO ME??? my temper gtting bad to worst?? tried tried tried of life.... went gym vent out anger also don seems to wrk anymore, kept running and running to try drift my mind away bt i jus cant stop thinking of accpt things which i dint do and happen to be my fault i really cant accpt tis.... when will u understand every single things i do for u is true den all fakes......

sat 18 oct...

went down meet uncle jimmy to see the place for the event ok la nt bad big gt aircon gt everything... bt jus abit hard to find tats all. after the meeting went back to simei den went to suntec and happen to saw jy bf hahaha world is small (BT CANT I GT A CHANCE TO SEE YL??) after tat had our dinner at fish and co and smsed again bt her till nw still hvn gt any reply frm her haiz... when will she noe tat there's a fool out there waititng for her to reply?? after tat gocart session ok la nt bad bt today seriously nt my day and nt really in a mood of playing things... PLAY WAT LOSE WAT...

i noe u wont reply bt other den waiting i gt nth much tat i can do alrd i do hope u can reply i noe i dint kept my words bt seriously forgetting u is very hard for me to do so.... haiz

2008-10-17T09:24:00.000-07:00

6-12 oct

I cant believe tat i hv so much thing i hv to do as the whole company wasn't in camp hw i wish i hv cloe so tat i can do things faster and easier.... i hv lost weight recently cos i was so bz running up and down + i went for gym everyday!! im tryin to find a way to aviod u frm gving lame xq... i jus donno y my temper last few days were so bad i even throw my temper at the training wing and even punish them for no reason... y im becoming lik a monster recently??

waiting and waiting is still waiting..... wat can i really gt after all tis waiting??

Sat went out as usual tat day was the final for the MoV tag team tournament....

3rd

2nd

Champ Team ( ah long will be taking over MoV and be MoV leader soon)

MoV mVp

Team MoV 2008

as u can see frm the pic i hardly smile i also hv no idea hw come bt i noe for the past few days im very very stress up due to wrk, the upcoming big event and most important is still u haiz...

the waiter is funny bt the chilling session don really chill my mind down of gvin up on u.... wat shd i do??

2008-10-05T10:04:00.000-07:00

Sunday 28/9/08

Ps jeffery called me early in the morning and ask me go back camp cos he nd to fix all the compass and need my help cos IM THE ONLY WHO NOE HW TO DO IT -_-lll y cant he jus wait till monday morning since the training wing also nv use so early~~ SO suck thumb go back camp den drive to OCS fix the compass and abt 11pm + went back hm again bt i book in on monday hahaha =x

29/09
Nth much happen on monday~~ i notice i lost my MT card T_T tat card cost me $2000 or more!!!

30/09
Book out on tat day and watch House Bunny with Alan and his gf at AMK hub hahaha hmm i can say tat show nt bad worth watching cos quite funny hahaha den both me and alan went back JP to buy some stuff and my gundam... Wandering y rit cos we nd to book in cos he hving guard duty bt for me i hvin COS duty so ya lol....

1/10
Hvin duty on tat day and it also a phd so no ppl in camp so bored on tat day la cos nth to do so fix my 2 gundam to kill time and wait till time pass~~

2/10
Pool tournament final was held tat day so everyone went in and watch the final hahaha.... I was so happy to see her finally opening up her heart to accp ppl nw im gald really... i called most of my fren which noe my situitation and most of them said might be a good news for me which i tot it was... read more and u noe y im so down ysd

3/10
again everyone book out for me and terence hv to stay for the training wing as they're hving training on sat~~ totally sian 1/2 loh hv to stay in camp jus to take care of them... Bt the luck thing is the mess TV finally can watch channel 8 hahaha so i spent my whole night in the mess watching tv lols... at least sth to keep me accompany.... i was so excited on tat day too due to the msg i saw~~

4/10
Well i cant slep well for tat night cos im just too excited for booking out and also wandering to sms her a not... ya i did sms her bt she dint reply haiz.... so ysd went down to cs and tm to tune my car again luck i hv a back up copy of my car if nt i'll hv nth~ den around night time hv supper wit joel, xp and ah long and discussing wat to do abut my problem... till nw i hvn even slep i cant slep haiz~~

It has been 4yrs since i wait and tis day finally come... I tot u open up ur heart and u might gv me another chance to start all over again, bt i guess im just too navel to think tat u'll gv me another chance... I really donno wat i hv done wrong to desever all tis?? i tried my very very very best alrd and i always consider hw u feel, y cant u consider hw i feel too?? wat im askin for is just 1 more chance to prove to u im nt tot type of person u think i was.... Till nw u still hvn reply me i really donno wat else i can do, y cant u just send me a msg and scold me i'll prefer more u den u keeping slient... I really jus don feel lik gvin up...

Haiz

now i don even feel lik gng aust and if i don go i nd to pay 12O6 and tat fine is $2500 and i also wont pass my course im nt blaming u bt unless the situation are really settle down if nt even i go, i don think i can forces on my course and trust me i'll fail ... Since nw the situation is lik tat i gues i wont be gng ba cos seriously i jus cant forces when i gt so much things in sg hvn settle...

Can someone really tel me wat shd i do??? i reall love her and i don wan to lost her...

Haiz

im still waiting for ur reply i really hope u can jus reply me sth...

2008-09-27T09:10:00.000-07:00

22/9 - 26/9

Finally the new training wing aka mono 13 is here.... im gald to see them bt they're late on the very first day -_-lll I was the COS on monday it's lik so bz on monday cos the main body hv to move out for evaluation bt me and few of the commanders stay in camp to tc of the new wing heng ar~~ lols.... Being a spec is gd u see =p bt till night time there's a guy frm the new training wing said he nd to report sick so me and terence run all the way down to tat person bunk and pick him up and send him to medical center.... slept in office so shiock hahaha nice cooling aircons and everything bt happen on the nxt day i hv fever so i went up to my bunk and had medic den slept till dinner and calvin help me bought dinner and had some chat with him.... Wed train tots new wings and went to gym for awhile xD... Main body ppl were back on the follwing day for me well im with training wing so nt really tat bz hahaha Amos and vincent said im luck cos i can stay in camp instead of gng outfield i was lik hehehe with them cos im very ps =p wat spoil my week was tat DO he scolded me and da sen for some small mistake and he said he gng to chagre us so i think i gng to say bye bye to my rank or my training in aus depen hvn confirm yt.... Lucky WO Rajoo helped us somehow on friday so we'll see the report on monday?? maybe i also nt sure yt bt just bec of some small mistake my rank gone or my training to aus gone i'll sure fight back loh...

Sat 27/9/08
Ha dint hv tournament today so to cheer myself up b4 i kana chagre xp,bird, eddy and joel went to sakai sushi for dinner den after tat we went to tm to hv Haagen-Dazs =x was chatting abut ways to solve the biggest problem in my life which i cant let go for yrs if u guys do read my blog u guys shd noe well... And bird tot tat he happen to noe someone which was her fren bt turn out na different ppl.... Haiz... few days back in camp calvin was toking to me abt tis also bec he over heard wat amos and vincent was chatting abut and hw to help me so ya i told him everything too...

Ha sian tats all for tis week well i guess i wont be booking out on the 1 oct cos i want to do COS duty got 1 day off hehehehe

Happy bday 2nd Bday MoV!!

Wat shd i do

when will tis end??