14-09-2004 - 14-09-2009
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1825 Days, 6o month, 456.25 weeks, 43800 Hrs
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Those are the days when i fall for you, those are the days i trying my best to solve the misunderstanding, those are also the days life is the hardest time for me.
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5years i cant imagine myself fall in love with a stranger for so long and ended up hurting myself so deep that i cant even stand up anymore and so worn out. I finally understand why and whats going on between us. Im just a stalker in your mind and i cant do anything to change it. A small mistake took you away from me and caused my biggest loss. I regret about what happen.
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Glad that you have found someone who you love and love you back. I guess im out and im the loser. Fate didnt give me a chance and Destiny has finally asked me to give up. I really have to give up cos i really want to see you being happy and have the smile on your face. Please do take care lots and treasure whatever you have. May something up there bless you 2 loving each other till the end of time. I know i have told you thousand times but still "im really sorry, Yuling for the problem and impact that i have cause for 5yrs"
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I told myself im not going to fall a single tears for you after my return to singapore bt please let me cry the last time for you and after i cry please let me forget you and the past we have so i wont feel hurt so deep anymore.
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Destiny, fate "I give up on this love"