Didnt sleep for the whole night cos many things came into my thoughts first was shd i go see her instead of coco magazine interview? Wats is impt to me fame or u?? Seriously those 2 things are running in my mind for the whole night...
i made up my mind... Fame, to me it's nth compared to u.
At tat moment when i saw u, i was so worried u will see me cos i didnt went there to freak u bt to support u. I kept imagine wat happen if things wasnt so bad at the time. I could jus walk towards u and say word of encouragement... When i saw u happily doing ur stuff, looking at ur smile. It really melt my heart, i asked myself shd i be selfish and kept on looking for the missing reason or just let go?? At tat moment of time i really did thinking lets go and see u be happy. Didnt knew i'll shout so loud and cheer for u, i guess my mind was being control by u...
Feeling im gng to get scolding frm u once again. Can u once think abt my good?? Seriously ur words sometime is really very hurting. 6yrs as u said Yes, it is tired. Bt don u feel tired hate me too?? For once can u think abt my good and look at me???
Hw i wish i could tell u that i cant make it for ur performace as i gng for the interview and give u a suprise with a can of cold red bull with a stalk of sunflower and say "jia you".... (i'll nv have tis chance)
I guess im nt gng to tag u and say Happy birthday and gving u any present tis yr... So i'll just write it down here... If any of u who happen to noe her plz help me wish her =)
Happy Birthday Yu ling
All the best for all the things which u facing and always stay healthy and cheerful