Nth to update abt for camp stuff bt jus a lot of shit job to do lately and we start to hv late book out which make everyone so emo and sian cos ppl cant hv much time with their gf and seriously i think they shd let us off earlier since we had nth much to do stayin over there too~~ I had to book out early ysd as my grandmum had a heart attack and was send to the hospital so i took urgent off and head to the hospital... Glad tat she's better nw. After the visiting headed to JJ to see the guys training. Bt i didnt stay long cos im really too tried so i went back hm had a rest till my parent gave me a called and ask me join them for dinner~~
Didnt really had a good sleep event mocha wasnt sleeping wit me. So when i headed to JJ i was hving flu and my nose are lik gng to drop off any sec. After tat headed to CDL for tournament and FINALLY i gt into the final round!! I was top 4 during the last 2 event using my GB and i didnt expected tat the deck i form in camp was so useful lols... I guess im gng to make another deck just to prepare for the final round =x
I still cant let go.... I jus donno y bt the fated feeling is start to come back again which i didnt expect tat to happen. Ppl start to update me stuff abt her when i tot of gvin up her.... Haiz i seriously donno wat i shd do. I only noe tat im allow to see bt i cant help out~~ Plz be happy no matter wat happen... Hope the 2 weeks holiday come soon there's so many things which i nd to settle and finally i'll have some spare time for me to relax and chill myself down... I really don wish to be worn out by love again =(