The most familiar stranger
Friday, December 26, 2008 @
she's really attached....
And im too late so late...
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Im so lost in my world nw donno wat i shd do and hw i gng to move on.. all i hv in my mind nw is i hv lost the game and im out also she is with someone else....
i hv lost everything - my 4yrs of waiting, my will, my effort, my confident, my determination, my faith, my destiny, my commitment, my goal and soul. nw all i hv is sadness with endless sorrows deeply in me and a empty body without soul knowing nth (im a zombie master)
I want to wake up frm tis nightmare nw, im trying to fight back the demons bt i falling deeper and deeper hoplessly without help.... Im hopless, useless and worthless.... Im no longer the me i use to be as i cant find back the me....
wat shd i do??
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Thx fren around for cheering me up bt i seriously cant find back the full of confident and determination Bryan tew Qi sen anymore im really lost in my way out.... im lik in a dark forest walking towards nowhere.... My goals were smashing in to pieces turning into sand and blown away by the strong winds and i could'nt even save or protect it
i hv no goals and aim in my life anymore... im usless nw
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Shining Eulene is no longer shining at my side.
The star has turn into dust making me lose my way out
My Stardust is remove and no longer can return to save me
My plasma were dead as it's too weak to fight back..
My destiny draw was a weak draw as i don hv any thing which could save me
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Overall i hv lost the game of fate
and i hv lost to Misunderstanding and Destiny

oh hello stranger
Bryan Tew Soshi
Half Indonesian Singaporean.

12/4/88
Age:21.

like
play game
stroll on the beach/ bbq
play pool
swimming
listening to music
enjoy singing
like to drive
like to enjoy life with my dearest friends


CANT LIVE WITHOUT
Love ones
Dearest friends
My Family !

train to nowhere
  • Val
  • Jia yin
  • Zhao rong
  • Maylene
  • Jar
  • Pee Yan
  • Si bei
  • Stef
  • Stephanie(Vince sister)
  • Nicole
  • Wen jie
  • javin
  • Kek
  • jia wei
  • bel
  • fuzhu
  • vane
  • Jun
  • Mich

    Duelist
  • MoV forum
  • MoV website
  • Wei feng
  • Kenneth
  • Ah eng
  • Peter
  • Xp
  • CoConut
  • Luo Han
  • Bing Jun
  • Sherman
  • Joel
  • Guan Liang
  • Desmond
  • Lester
  • Xiang Jie
  • Kent
  • Ye Siang

    Ppl of Jyss
  • Zi ting
  • wee yang
  • Jing Jing
  • Mei qi
  • serene
  • zhi Shan
  • Shao ying
  • Rita


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    Inspiration from Exuvalia and mintypeach.