Haiz... went down tp find 02 and it was raining very heavily bt in my mind i was thinking no storm or rain will ever stop me frm finding her, end up i was all wet frm head to toe it looks lik i have just shower with my clothing on... met Joel and was hanging around buz block and when we're on the way to cheers some drinks, Joel told me she was infront of us walking towards our direction. Since she's walking towards our direction my mind was saying jus walk pass her and take it nth had happen and act as if i dint saw her bt still i cant stop myself bt to look at her....
Den after we brought our things we went to meet xiang jie. And again we walked towards cheer to meet sherman and saw her again with a stalk of sunflower, at the very begining b4 i went down to tp find her joel hv alrdy told me someone give her a stalk of sunflower... In my mind i seriously dint tot abut who gv her the stalk of flower bt i was wandering hv she saw me walking pass her?? After tat we went off hv our lunch and i happen to see someone which i dint espected i'll see and tats J--- the guy who's wooing 02 nw. He already proposed to 02 i guess my appeares ysd was too late to stop everything frm happening.... When i saw her sitting beside shawn i was so jealous seriously im so jealous i hv nv ever felt jealous b4 nw finally i hv a taste of it....
I guess she hv change a lot frm her looKs i noe she's happy with her life nw and i shd nt be pesting her anymore... i noe u wan me to go away bt plz don pick any cow or dogs which u don lik to be ur bf i wan u to be happy seriously... i noe i hv no rights to say tis bt if u're mad wit me so be it i jus don wan u to be unhappy and sad.... I hv think for the whole night without sleeping. Seriosly i donno hw long i still can take tis bt i noe i shd nt hurt her anymore if she really pick J--- as his bf
Haiz...
The most sadness thing to know
Is
Knowing someone u truely love loved someone else
......
Destiny and fate gaven me a chance to know u
bt
misunderstanding was draging the destince apart
.....