Ps jeffery called me early in the morning and ask me go back camp cos he nd to fix all the compass and need my help cos IM THE ONLY WHO NOE HW TO DO IT -_-lll y cant he jus wait till monday morning since the training wing also nv use so early~~ SO suck thumb go back camp den drive to OCS fix the compass and abt 11pm + went back hm again bt i book in on monday hahaha =x
29/09
Nth much happen on monday~~ i notice i lost my MT card T_T tat card cost me $2000 or more!!!
30/09
Book out on tat day and watch House Bunny with Alan and his gf at AMK hub hahaha hmm i can say tat show nt bad worth watching cos quite funny hahaha den both me and alan went back JP to buy some stuff and my gundam... Wandering y rit cos we nd to book in cos he hving guard duty bt for me i hvin COS duty so ya lol....
1/10
Hvin duty on tat day and it also a phd so no ppl in camp so bored on tat day la cos nth to do so fix my 2 gundam to kill time and wait till time pass~~
2/10
Pool tournament final was held tat day so everyone went in and watch the final hahaha.... I was so happy to see her finally opening up her heart to accp ppl nw im gald really... i called most of my fren which noe my situitation and most of them said might be a good news for me which i tot it was... read more and u noe y im so down ysd
3/10
again everyone book out for me and terence hv to stay for the training wing as they're hving training on sat~~ totally sian 1/2 loh hv to stay in camp jus to take care of them... Bt the luck thing is the mess TV finally can watch channel 8 hahaha so i spent my whole night in the mess watching tv lols... at least sth to keep me accompany.... i was so excited on tat day too due to the msg i saw~~
4/10
Well i cant slep well for tat night cos im just too excited for booking out and also wandering to sms her a not... ya i did sms her bt she dint reply haiz.... so ysd went down to cs and tm to tune my car again luck i hv a back up copy of my car if nt i'll hv nth~ den around night time hv supper wit joel, xp and ah long and discussing wat to do abut my problem... till nw i hvn even slep i cant slep haiz~~
It has been 4yrs since i wait and tis day finally come... I tot u open up ur heart and u might gv me another chance to start all over again, bt i guess im just too navel to think tat u'll gv me another chance... I really donno wat i hv done wrong to desever all tis?? i tried my very very very best alrd and i always consider hw u feel, y cant u consider hw i feel too?? wat im askin for is just 1 more chance to prove to u im nt tot type of person u think i was.... Till nw u still hvn reply me i really donno wat else i can do, y cant u just send me a msg and scold me i'll prefer more u den u keeping slient... I really jus don feel lik gvin up...
Haiz
now i don even feel lik gng aust and if i don go i nd to pay 12O6 and tat fine is $2500 and i also wont pass my course im nt blaming u bt unless the situation are really settle down if nt even i go, i don think i can forces on my course and trust me i'll fail ... Since nw the situation is lik tat i gues i wont be gng ba cos seriously i jus cant forces when i gt so much things in sg hvn settle...
Can someone really tel me wat shd i do??? i reall love her and i don wan to lost her...
Haiz
im still waiting for ur reply i really hope u can jus reply me sth...