13-17 oct

Times are gtting more and more ties as the company gng overseas tml and im nt gng and i hv to pay for the fine.... was bz bz bz bz bz bz running up down left and right every single day gtting more and more stress for wrk + nt enough slep is the worst part... nw i even shout at the hq ppl wen they're nt even under me... WAT HAPPEN TO ME??? my temper gtting bad to worst?? tried tried tried of life.... went gym vent out anger also don seems to wrk anymore, kept running and running to try drift my mind away bt i jus cant stop thinking of accpt things which i dint do and happen to be my fault i really cant accpt tis.... when will u understand every single things i do for u is true den all fakes......

sat 18 oct...

went down meet uncle jimmy to see the place for the event ok la nt bad big gt aircon gt everything... bt jus abit hard to find tats all. after the meeting went back to simei den went to suntec and happen to saw jy bf hahaha world is small (BT CANT I GT A CHANCE TO SEE YL??) after tat had our dinner at fish and co and smsed again bt her till nw still hvn gt any reply frm her haiz... when will she noe tat there's a fool out there waititng for her to reply?? after tat gocart session ok la nt bad bt today seriously nt my day and nt really in a mood of playing things... PLAY WAT LOSE WAT...

i noe u wont reply bt other den waiting i gt nth much tat i can do alrd i do hope u can reply i noe i dint kept my words bt seriously forgetting u is very hard for me to do so.... haiz