Hv our training out the field few days back hahahaha the outfield tis time wasnt tat shag and also it's fun lol... Well y i say it's fun cos we att other plt around 3-4am lols and u can feel hw real war can be (we're just lik playing a real life Cs tat day hahaha) And we gt to slack and slep a lot on tat training too =x
Ysd after tournament went down to town alone for some window shopping lols bt end up i got myself another new addias jacket hahaha... While shopping i thinking wat Beng hong told me during the field camp. What's the most improtant things for a gal who want to noe a new guy ans is "Impression always come first" so was thinking and thinking did i really gvn her the best impression?? I bet it's a No... i dint even spare a tot hw she felt im really a very selfish person lik wat she said...
wandering is there anyway we can turn back and make her forgive me for wat i hv did?? i guess it's also another "NO" there's too many NO in tis misunderstandings... Judy bday is just nxt week i wandering if she'll be gng?? If she really go hw am i gng to face her and will i really really gv up tis time round if i tel her everything??
And i also thinking wat shd i do after my NS i noe it's far away still bt i jus nd to hv some plan in life b4 i do any mistake... I can say im nt a book smart, im just a normal street smart.. So will i go back to study?? Hv to wait and see hw it goes again