The only thing i rmb was when i was rolling down suddenly i thinking of u. Hw we met, the first day and places i saw u, hw u scolded me everything was so clear and i was so scare cos i tot i nt gng to see u anymore haiz.... When i woke up i donno whr im and my jaw were so pain and i feel very dizzy and i cant even sleep or eat and in my mind i was thinking abt her haiz i tot my bday wish is to forgt abt her??
Den I realise tat tears start to fall nt bec my jaws and legs were very pain, ya it's true tat my body is arching everywhere bt my heart felt even worst whenever i miss u and try to gt close to u bt u're moving far.
But do u noe it?? U dont....
I losing my faith in myself more and more cos u start to noe more guys in ur new course and also ur new sch, which i think i really in a disadvance wen im serving ns at the moment and u kept on running away frm fact.... Haiz i donno hw long will tis end bt i reall hope it can end soon... Iszzit so hard for us to gt close to each others? I bet it's for u i reall tired my best to get over it bt i can really i cant... If seriously i need to quit ygo jus to find more time wit u... I'll... and
If possible plz go find a bf so tat i can tel myself tat there's someone out there which can take care of u better den me and someone u can really relay on and also gv me a excuess to say i'll reall give up....
Haiz...