todae reall nt in a mood scolded some duelist todae.... so after the tournament peter and me went to a play ground and hv a chat wit me y im so moody todae.... well told him all abut yuling and the poly things.... he tryin his best to calm me down he noe tat i hv been stressing alot of things for the past few weeks in fact is yrs.... he say i nv O yuling anythin i shdnt do all things jus for her even i do so much will she tot of turning back the ans is NO!! nt only he say it nt worth all my fren who noe me also said tis too bt im jus donno y i want to understand y she treat me lik tat.... haiz peter and aunt said sth the same "Ning ke ren fu wo dan wo bu fu ren" i noe wat it mean bt i donno hw to say lols.... bt it kind of true.... he say 1 yr got 365 days and i hv wasted 3yrs so is lik 1000++ days alread seriously is nt worth... haiz bt to be frank action wrk louder den words, they wont noe hw i feel..... overall wat i want is simple start all over and stay as fren....
i reall need to find a way of of tis chain if nt i reall will suffer....