Im seriously half dead.... moody + emo + worried = stress
nth muc happen jus went out wit sis and mum to hv dinner at sakae todae mum was askin me y im lik dying ver soon is nt me at all haiz she even order some of my favorite bt i dint touch or eat any.....
den dewei called me up and ask whether im ok anot, haiz im moody cos posting is comin real soon 3 more days, emo is bec i miss her over much, worried is bec im scare i cant get any poly, and dewei told me tat some of his fren went into poly even score lower marks den me haiz hope tis is real...... and he try ver hard to let me fen xin by nt letting me think and tok abut poly so he keep askin me abut cars.... he think i donno lols... well thx dewei i noe u wan to cheer me up bt donno hw la lols....
ah ma also asked me wat happen y tis few days im lik dying..... i told her tat i reall scare cant get any poly agian and also im afraid tat if i go overseas study i wont get a chance to see ling anymore haiz ah ma can understand hw i felt so she tel me tis
so wat if u can hv big hse bt nt a home
so wat if u can hv everythin u wan bt nt a life
so wat if u can hv books bt no wishdom
so wat if u can hv her bt nt her heart
meaningful den i got nth to say back true enough so wat if i can hv a her bt nt her heart haiz den ah ma also say if she reall a gd gal she'll accept my mistake long ago and still contact wit me le bt nw it alread 2 yr + still nth.... wat ah ma say was true la bt haiz wat to do la i reall bu gan xin lor nt even my fault lor haiz bt yuling don understand... bday comin soon means the deadline also coming haiz....