haiz application for JPAE fail... i noe fail for sure de cos jus nw dewei called me so sudden and told me tat he fail le.... me dint even score better den him i sure fail also de wat.... haiz so went to CS to play Mt den went to ah long hse haiz since i noe fail le no point of me gng back hm so early to see the letter and make me moody so stay at long hse for awhile den reach hm dint even bother to open the letter......
till dad jus came into my room nt long and tel me tat he'll gv me another chance, if i fail DAE too i'll go NS and go Canada..... he told me nt to be too sad abut the outcome, he'll support me no matter wat haiz.. haiz wat i nd nw is a mentally support only she can gv.... at least an encouragement frm her will make me feel better... haiz i felt tat i don hv muc tim too see her anymore tats wat make me feel even more sad.... haiz maybe i take it too hard... dad told me nt to stress up myself and try to relax jus take the application as a card game if u win u're the champ if u lose tats ur destiny.... haiz guess wat long and dad say is the same DAE is my destiny draw le.....
and thx may i felt better le =).....