Went down to HG to find aunt and the same tim to pai nan and also to stock up my albm.... ban list coming out soon everyone was bzing wit the ban list jermmy and Feibain was there also.... i was so bored at there, kids as normal donno ruling anyhw play haiz bey ta han.... so wanted to go CP walk arund and the same tim find a folder to put my cert cos i see sis cert folder ver nice i wan to find sth lik tat so hv to go CP bt aunt told me wrong bus number den i reach yuling hse there and also her sch there, the direction of the bus totally nv turn to CP there lor .......
Haiz so i hv to alight at SJC there.... i was so nervious!! i also donno y i become so nervious cos maybe im scare tat yuling will came out frm no whr ba so i walk ver fast..... i felt a heart breakin feeling in me again.... jus donno y i wan to see her bt im scare of seeing her nt only tat im so scare tat at the bus stop gt ur fren lor im so worried tat they'll cal u and say hey bryan is outside waiting for u den they lik keep staring at me lor wa lao.... haiz wat can i do to make u forgv me and start all over again?? I noe tat im gng Ns for sure i noe tat can i see u for the last tim??? anyway i'll pass u a present well maybe it my last present frm me and also i'll pass u all the vday, ur bday and all the xmas present which i buy for u for the past 2yrs to u hope u'll lik it....
im ver sry to someone i dint mean to hurt ur feeling sometim i also cant make up my mind im ver sry......
den after tat came back tm to meet mum was so moody had my dinner well tis few day i'll cut down everythin alread poh li say i look fat nw omg!!! haiz i reall hope tat everythin can go back to the first day i noe u......