hmmmmmmmmm todae ver happ cos wen out wit bi yan meet her at hg there den wen to town walk for the whole day brought many things for her cos im scare tat i wont have the chance to buy her anythin le the shockin things happen again n i told joyce she cal me to have a full checkup........ n i also told her if i reall cant make it... i hope tat she can help me take care of 02 n im reall ver scare tat i will left tis world jus lik tat i haven reach my dream n i have to die n im so young..... i reall cant tel many ppl cos i don wan them to worry for me too....... bt i reall hope tat b4 i die i can c yuling for the last tim........ i mus stay happy cos i have no muc tim left so y shud i be sad?? i shud be happy n past tis few days wen i m still in tis world.........